Everytime I'm with my uncle, he hit me a valuable knowledge in me. I want to be like him. But I may not be capable of doing so. I gave up too easily, I prefer the old me, my friends prefer the current me. I used to spend money worst than an open tap. Now the moneys all gone, it's still very hard to adapt without it. I wasn't born rich, I was probably born pampered and just enough. Expectation increases, demand increases, income not increasing.

Difference within me, I used to eat for the purpose of filling stomach, now I want good tasty food. That means expensive places, dining in restaurants, etc. Then my taste in slightly more expensive clothes. I'm nearly 21 but this is like supposed to happen a long time ago. But I have to admit, last time I was awesome but lonely. I was always the quiet type until I became demanding of attention. I changed, for the better and for the worst?

I was never really good in sports but I'm not the worst. Always keeping at the borderline, I guess. Anyway, it's getting late. Good night folks