Emo >> Hates life, they probably want to kill themselves but are cowardly unable to do so.

Me >> Hates life at times, I don't want to kill myself. I just want some tension ease up.

Emo >> They talk about emotional stuff.

Me >> I'm curing myself from being so indirect so I discuss about it, hence, my blog. I talk to myself.

Emo >> They need a shrink.

Me >> I need a shrink but I'm probably going to recorrect them xD

Emo >> They talk about life in their blog, how bad their life are.

Me >> I talk about life, how good or bad, this blog is my therapy blog (what!? xD)

Emo >> They probably distant themselves.

Me >> I have to admit, I want to distant myself too but sometimes that alone should only be the time I need to be alone. An 'to-myself' day or something. I can't stand some facts that I'm surrounded by so many people.

I'm just about to say, at times like this, regardless with whatever the pain is, you just have to face the facts, endure it and live it. Times like this, make things worth everything.

Goodnight =)

I kept myself more updated with the world, politics mostly, trying to find a way to maintain in Malaysia particularly. I started searching for job reviews to look what I should expect when I graduate. What my aim in life. Although a little of my past still haunts me. And yes, there's a way to survive in Malaysia =)

I started counting again what am I to do with my 'gift'. I recount the tracks of the banking interest I could get if I save, honestly, I had no idea how much. A friend of mine rechecked my calculation and to my amaze, this bank compound interest is really the 7th wonders of the world. I thought I solved it a long time ago but he corrected me. What I calculated, is far less of what I should actually get. Even I was shocked. He told me with a interest of 7-8%, in 7-8 years, I will get back double of whatever I saved. I'll have to keep that in mind.

Anyway, there's still a long way to go. Take care mate!