When I'm down, I used this blog. Cause nobody I mixed everyday knows about this blog. =D
Reason I'm down because of people. I cannot stand people nowadays especially if they talk about the economy. And the worst of attitudes. Just wish can run away the moment I see them. In the end, have to drag myself hearing their crappy stories. People who came for advise, lagi I cannot tahan. Ask my advise and explained their situation which I can really tembak them what went wrong. Instead of listening, they don't want to admit they are wrong. In the end, I twist all their words and in came to a conclusion, they are talking bulls.
Advise on what to do in life, I can tell. Depend on a themselves in the end. I mean, why cheat? The payout is more than what you will get eventually. Why the disloyal? Don't come, 'others do, why can't I?'. Cause if you want to go inside the drain, go alone and don't involve me. I know what I want to do.
Then the love advise thing came. Sigh.... Okay, let me phrase that. HOW TO GET GIRLS ADVISE. The worst of ideas I can hear from the friend ASKING ME ADVISE. I only tell what I hear from people. And the success rate is very very different. Never tried it but I see it with my own eyes people doing it. Weirdly enough, a trick so obvious and lame, also girls got trapped. Legends like Eugene and Nar can do it. Lol. I can make a thesis, girls are all different and they dig the specs. GIRLS DIGS GUYS WITH SPECS. I ain't kidding. Well, at least majority of them. Conclusion, I don't know nothing much to say about them.
Then came the people asking, how to settle fights. DON'T FIGHT. It's like, I beat you today, you beat me tomorrow and the day after, we are in the same school. What is the point? I told them, I will cover your backside if you are in trouble, NOT WHEN YOU WANT TO FIND ONE. Nobody listen and ending up inside somewhere hidding or got caught. Sigh.
Then a guy I hate, ask me what to do if he wants to breakup with a girlfriend but can't dare to break. I actually pause and blink my eyes. I asked him, you want a breakup and you are sad? Even when she treats you so good though she is not very understanding? C'mon! Give and take! Also the one with so many girlfriends (4 I think) and when one of the favourite girlfriend wants to breakup, feels sad. Only thing, the next day, the favourite girlfriend changed. I cannot stand it when you are sad. At least don't show me that face. And I treat him like a brother. I don't mind you having 4 girlfriends but remember the outcome. Anything happen, that's 4 times the happiness and sadness.
That all. Happy Birthday Rachel anyway! Lol. (When there is sadness, there is always happiness!)
My Chinese New Year was a rather quiet one. Too quiet actually. Though it's only day 1. Couldn't celebrate big since my grandmother passed away last year. I think we can't celebrate big for 3 years if I'm not mistaken.
Headed to my aunt's place in Tanjung Bungah. Then later Ed send me to Gurney. I went to watch movie, Underworld 3: Rise of the Lycans.

I was alone in the movie until Eugene came to fetch me. He lazy want to come but since he have to come to Gurney, he came right after the show. We went for clubbing, drank and went away. Pretty boring.
Anyway, my friend, DJ Raj's mother just passed away. Sad. His advice to me, whenever you have parents, appreciate them because the feeling will be different when they are gone. No matter what it is, the feeling will be fucked up but there is a difference. Hopefully, everything will go well. A lesson to be learnt
Happy Chinese New Year everyone!
This is a topic, me and my friends discuss over a recent event that happened. Guys beat girls. Nothing new. Nothing to be proud either.
Some friend of mine had beaten up his girlfriend over, not giving enough feedback. She didn't cheat but there is certainly no feedback from her. That was his excuse. His first time was, beating her with a fan (stand fan I think). Nearly gave her a scar. Second, like those wrestling moves you see in tv? More to the brawl part and it wasn't fake. Despite the fact that he beats her at first, she still loves him. The second was a break and he will never take her back. That was what he said.
Hearing this really made me feel very upset. A senior of mine which teaches me a lot, doing this. Saying about our men's pride and all. I really don't feel this honour of laying hands on girls. Even a slap and that guy should be dead by nature. When the first time happened, I lost respect on him. The second made me lost total respect for him. Yes, it's probably because of Vicky's death but that shouldn't be an excuse. The promise of being better and all. A lot of us fulfill and really became better. Not you my friend.
I guess it's guy's nature to have more than a girlfriend nowadays. I can give a respect for hebat but loyalty-wise, zero. All those scandals guys play behind. Ain't new. Yeah, I'm a guy but I don't take lightly about my sex because of guys like this who made guys like us look bad. I really respect a friend of mine who has 2 girlfriends but he never played behind their backs. They at least accepted who he is. You can meet the most weirdest people on Earth and I guess I'm halfway through it.
Conclusion, never hit a girl, guys. Want to call you animal also cannot. Worst than animals. There are many ways to overcome this or avoid it. The ladies too shouldn't be too much because guys are more pressured than you can ever be. LOL. I got shot by a friend with this question, do you know how suffering when a girl is pregnant? Answer by me, do you know how much of pampered, special service people are giving her, by the way, not to mention how much of headache the guys have to endure everytime girls have period and they thought, 'at last!' and they didn't get what they want because of the headache they might get during and after pregnant? I think I nearly got a slap for that. Just give and take because that's love. Don't over, don't limit too much. And the last fundemental of the story, think positive because it's not about winning or losing.
Enjoy,
What a great movie to end my evening. Head to Gurney to watch the first opening day for Ink Heart.

Next in list, Pink Panther 2, The Wedding Game, Underworld 3, Seven Pounds, Role Model, Dragonball Evolution, Terminator Salvation, The Punisher: War Zone, Transformers: Revenge Of The Fallen, He's Just Not That Into You and Fast And Furious.
Hopefully can watch all this show. Great year, 2009!
Enjoy!
This few weeks, I've been driving and never had a major accident. Literally. Yesterday, we all wanted to go to Gurney. On the way to Gurney, we had an accident. Avoidable and it's my friend's fault. He is known for cutting here and there like ridding a motorcycle. Well, today he still never learned his lesson.
Anyway, he tried to cut from left to right and still admits he is correct. He was very near the car and still wants to cut. The result, the back car hits us. We had to stop only after a 100 meters apart cause no where to stop. I didn't realized that the car actually knock directly at the door where I'm. We tried to talk to the fella, nearly fought and my friend, didn't bring his license or even his identity card. This directly is our mistake but we can actually lied and bring up to court since he KNOCKED us. Had to pay RM600 for repairs and damages. Careful to all bloggers out there.
Today, woke up by the devils. Reason? To drink. In day broad light. That's the term but ending up drinking at 2 pm. 2 bottles (JD and BL) was drank and laughters were heard. Everyone was happy. Hopefully I can get some of photos. Anyway, it was Tali's birthday. We celebrated at Mr Pot's in Gurney. Came home, straight away slept. Those devils woke me up so early and I spend most of my nights with them.
Take care by the way. Cheers!
If everything went well,
Perhaps I will try to suffer one last time.
If everything went haywire,
Perhaps I will give up the needs to my heart.
If only pain doesn't give that bitter inside,
Perhaps it won't be so bad to continue where I stopped.
If only memories doesn't haunt me every night,
Perhaps I will move better every morning.
If only light shines the way to a glory path,
Perhaps that will be too deceiving for me.
If only that dark shade is the only path,
Perhaps that will be too hard for me.
If clues are written in bold letters,
Perhaps I will take that advise you gave.
If I'm given a book to read,
Perhaps I will give up at the first few pages.
If given the chance,
Perhaps I will take it.
If given the work,
Perhaps I will do it.
If given the rights,
Perhaps I will over do it.
If given the pain,
Perhaps I will die.
If given the hope,
Perhaps I will missed it.
If given the right time,
Perhaps I will do it right.
If given the moment to sit,
Perhaps I will regret what I've done.
Things are deceiving through my eyes,
But are haunting me everytime,
For I regret doing a lot of things,
As I don't have the will anymore,
For this poem is not shown any sadness,
While instead,
Making me realized the things I've done.
Done what is done,
Over the hedge sometimes,
Never to forget the time,
Over my dead body will I give,
Victory to those who tried,
And able to delete those thoughts,
Never.
Alright, now the 4 powers had decided something although not official yet. (Donovan, Eugene, Karthik, Kumaran). Eugene will be going back to KL. Karthik will go to Kedah, Kumaran will go somewhere probably out of Penang and I will stay in Penang. Our mission, to catch our dream. Lol. If all become famous, can conquer 4 states.
Right now, Eugene has a car. I will be driving. I will be doing the stunts. I WILL DIE ONE DAY. Lol. All of us I think already do our own stunts. Eugene will be panic disaster, Karthik reverse mayday, Kumaran slowpoke and I, car racer kononnya that did stunts always at the hills. Lol. Long.
Anyway, to my bloggers, whoever that is interested in Score A Learning (Standard 1 to Form 3 currently), can come find me. The form 4 and form 5 will be on at around April 2009. If interested, I will talk to you in details. Just take a look at the site:
www.Kenshido.com
It's Malaysian by the way.
Bye,
Let's start from the before of Langkawi.
9 January 2009
After school, I just relax at home. The fun part didn't begin yet. Then during the night, I got a sudden call by Izrin, my best friend that went missing! (LOL) So, he wanted to watch a movie.
Donovan : How to go?
Izrin : Ermmmm... I don't have transport.....
Donovan : We got but all motor.
Izrin : You got car?
Donovan : Cannot use leh.... Got license lah.... No car....
Izrin : My dad got.... You can use lah.... I don't have license.
Donovan : Sure
Izrin : Okay.... I go ask him... Use his Avanza...
And there I thought will be using the Vios. I somehow understond Avanza as a Vios and got the wrong picture. I shouldn't have problem with that type of car. Then the giant Avanza came. I stun for so long, wondering how to drive. Luckily I drive alright.
We went to watch, Bedtime Stories.

After that, I took the car and we went relax at my house. I forgot to tell ya, using an Auto is very very easy. Going up and down the multi level carpark, extremely scary. Then I straight went to Langkawi with my fellow crew members!
10 January 2009
We left Penang at around 6 and reached at around 9. My first view was boring but the start should deceive you. We took a boat ride and I HAD FUN. First, we settled at a beach. It was so clean and the sand is damn smooth. Water is clean and the view is great. Monkeys around though. After an hour, we headed to the Eagle's Point (I named that myself, LOL). Imagine, looking at eagles upclose and as low as down your feet. Seriously, never saw one before and it's beautiful. We headed to the natural lake, caves, fishing small fishes and I forgot to mention, the boat ride was fun. Then headed back. I had so much fun but of course, I was damn sleepy and tired. We headed for dinner in a Chinese restaurant. SEAFOOD RESTAURANT. Everyone would go, 'Wah'. Not me. I will go, 'Of all the places'. The night passes by and good night.
All woke up around 9am. Start preparing and off we go. Headed to Snake Temple, Black Sand Beach, some habours, then the best place to go, CABLE CAR! For your info, I'm not scared of heights. For those who are, bear with the cable car. Once you reached the top, YOU WON'T REGRET! THE VIEW IS UNBEARABLE! AMAZING! GREAT! I WILL SHOW ONCE THE PHOTOS ARE FILTERED! AND I CAN SEE THAILAND!
After that, we head back to Penang. Stopped at Butterworth and went to ANOTHER Seafood Restaurant. Of all the places. I went and complain to Ah Piow. Hahaha. For that, he ordered chicken although I ate the don't know what prawns that tasted exactly like chicken. Headed home around nearly 10pm.
Izrin called me again. Gwen, Izrin, Kuma, Eugene and I all headed to Starbucks in Gurney Plaza. Ann was there so all of us got 30% discount. Played Chor Dye Ti(or Ji) (Big 2?) and I emerge as champion. Always having the good and straight cards and still named, Double Champion. I had fun but also, having all this, I gotten a fever due to sea water. I think I'm allergic to them. Had a bad headache too.
Anyway, thanks for reading!
Bingo..... I won't be playing football for maybe a week. Hit the best player in my place punya knee. Imagine the impact. His legs is always rumoured being made by TITANIUM (joking). After the crash, I went down on my knee first. I looked up and saw him DOWN ON HIS KNEE. That ain't all. I took the ball, started running and dribble, then something hit the same knee again. My old injuries, tear again. Sure cause another bruise.
This time I'm going to rest until I fully heal. By far, all my training has injured me and I will start having muscle ache or cramps. Luckily, I will be going to Langkawi on Saturday and probably KL on the Saturday on the following week. My best bro is leaving for Langkawi next month. Gonna miss that bugger. Eugene also next month. Karrtik and Raj in the middle of the month. All also my last few remaining best friends.
School has been the same but some friends already left. First already got assignments. Read the whole chapter of Modern Management, 2 chapters about Malaysia's Governing Concepts. Now I have to read about the Malaysia's Commanding Bodies and some Economies' Marketing Concepts. ALL IN ONE FREAKING DAY!
I still suck in Accouting. MUET, got my favourite teacher teaching. Whee~ She is damn talktive and can tell stories without an end. Making it fun and nice to relax. Bussiness is getting interesting again. Economy is always a headache. PA is same bullshits. I'm thinking, if my first exam don't do well, I will move in to collenge. Take some bussiness course or engineering course. If good, then I will strungle until University and take my degree in Bussiness Studies. Then Masters, wait a little longer lah you.
Bye!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2dOVHCQwy9w
This song is nice! Don't mind the MV but the song is really nice! Local artist, Caprice.
My last day for the end year's holiday, I spend my LAST few days with Eugene. Finally, he's back. This time, I can call him a legend. Hahaha. Don't ask why. We wanted to watch Bed Time Stories but it was too packed. Just an hour ago, we watched Four Christmases.

I thought that show was suppose to be For Christmases. Anyway, a great show to watch. Maybe a little boring but it sure packs up a good time. Overall, the show was funny especially the ending. Lotsa advice to learn from this. Lol. Vince, how you get your girl, I really don't know lah. Seriously, if this show was watched during Christmas, nice one! I rate 8/10.
Goodnight folks!
1st of January finally came and bye bye 2008. I celebrated at Queen's Bay. Went to TGI Friday and celebrate. Look at the flair the bartender made. How I wish I learnt when given the chance. Carmen don't teach! Damn! At noon, we went to Gurney and watch, Outlander.

Spoiler* Read only if you're ready.
I got some review that Spirit and Diary of the Dead sucks. That is some people's point of view. Try watching and tell me okay? Lol