Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Didn't go school for 3 days now. Next week is a holiday. Finally. Some rest. Couldn't sleep. Even tried taking showers before bed so it's cozy and all. Pointless. Random headaches but still could play football well. Extremely well. =D
Now I got the time off, I was thinking, what to do? I was thinking of the good old camping trip again. Couple beers won't hurt right? Love Heineken.
Good news, more freedom so I can play football, study, etc
Bad news, I'm getting very sick for no reason.
Till then,
posted at 11:55 PM
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
I start my day,
Thinking of you.
I end my day,
Of course there's you.
Throughout the day,
I'm so caught up with this flu.
The more I understood,
The more I began to love.
From where I stood,
She's my dove.
From where ever she stand,
Thank God she chose me.
There's so many things,
So many things that are yours.
I walk thousands of steps,
Just to pick what's yours.
And I believe what's yours,
And only yours.
A wishing from you to start my day,
I just wish you could forever stay,
Run with me and I will take you away,
For my eternal love shall not sway,
Only to fay and fay.
You became love's drug unknowingly,
Everything seems so willingly,
Happening so naturally,
Now I regret I didn't say sorry.
Then comes more fighting,
And soon more avoiding,
Along with hiding,
Finally came the killing,
And it got me thinking.
You swept me aside with emotion,
Giving me no explanation,
Rusting me with this sudden inclanation,
And I'm trying the best I can,
To avoid this premonition.
Now everything is deceiving,
Yet it cross with so many meaning,
Your love is fading,
My heart is beating,
Why am I still breathing?
You tell me to move on,
I tell you come on,
With all this time on,
You tell me to go on?
All what is done is done,
Which I don't wish to see,
I'm free and your free,
If that's what you want it to be,
So forgive me,
Cause I will never forget your love,
Nor will I let you leave.
What have become our promises?
To love without reasons?
To know and understand us?
I fulfill the poem that's about you.
And I will be waiting for you.
I love you.
And you know what? I'm beginning to hate exams that destroy chemistries. They should abolish chemistry. Should you receive anything before this, I still want to be part with you. Both of us are already not spending time together (not via sms, meaning, really there!) and of course you won't feel happy. I want you to know what you want. I think the chemistry can appear once again and even faster after SPM but I can't bear the unsureness of ever getting you. I want a time out instead. I dont control you and you can live life there is. Not much of a disturbance except the argument. Like I said, bloody competitions. And yes, what is done is done and I live the past to correct them because it will forever become my problem. And I don't want to mis-step. I know I'm not fulfilling a lot of my promises and that's unavoidable. Still, I want you. Come back. Yours truly,
posted at 2:52 AM
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
It's been ages, yeah, I know. Quite lazy to update this blog but, the show must go on!
Recently, I have been promoted to a better site in the beverages line. Doing functions especially wedding. Quite classy :) First day of my job was so tiresome. For goodness sake, I'm a bartender and my legs are the ones in pain. I explore whole of Bayview Hotel and needless to say, it's ain't something enjoyable. My manager is stressing me to get more people. I'm stressing others that promise me, to join. Can go crazy over this you know.
So, to reduce stress, I went out for my night out. It's been really really long. Drank a couple of beers, looking at the sky, feeling the cold wind and just chilling around. Time to time, the cyber cafe would be our spot but playing game is more stressful. Conclusion, it's not so bad when I thought about it. Just didn't have the sleep I really needed. I recently join a football training and it's very tiresome but enjoyable.
Anyway, take care.
posted at 2:51 PM