Monday, April 28, 2008
Casual Sunday Night is our night. The time where people don't go out cause the next day is Monday's Blue is the time me and my group comes out. What we surely want to do tonight would be drinking booze but what we always do is catch a movie. Sunday 27 April, we watch The Forbidden Kingdom stars by Jackie Chan and Jet Lee.
My comment for this movie, overall would be a 7/10. The plot of the show wasn't interesting. I guess the kung-fu by Jackie Chan and Jet Lee covers up everything. For people like me, plot of the story is very very important. Just say that I wasted 10 ringgit on this show. I have to admit that the show is rather funny especially when the Chinese are trying to make some American jokes. Still, I won't change my mind.I rate it a 7/10.
Before the movie started, we had to head all the way to the top floor in Gurney and outside again to eat since hawker food is cheaper and more filling. Eugene's guess was wrong. We could have eaten in Chopper Board or something but we ended up spending more than 20 ringgit outside. RM7.50 for sushi (4), RM4.50 for Asam Laksa, RM6 for Lok Lok, RM2.50 for Bubu Cha-cha, RM 2 for Ice Kacang and RM 6 for Chendol (3). Total, RM28.50. Guess what? We weren't really full.After movies, we head to Batu Feringgi to meet a friend of Eugene. I know him by the name of Tan. Head to Khaleel first to watch Everton vs Aston Villa. Predicted a 2 - 1 but ended up 2 - 2. Aston Villa made a fast goal after Everton scored their 2nd goal. Typical overconfidence by Everton. Later on, we head to the Teluk Kumbar Dam. Our reason is to relax there and find some ghost. Failed though. Then we have to go back to Eden Parade again to fetch Tan's bro. Eugene this time drove. Big mistake. I nearly got a heart attack. Fetch the bro back and head to the Dam again. That's 2 times already. Coming back and forth. Now it's my turn to drive. I'm amazed that the road I feared most, I was able to drive through without any problem.
By that time, it was already raining and was already 3am. We headed home. Eugene even plan for something more but I was too tired. Head home, drop on the bed. Story ended.
Oh well,
posted at 12:47 PM
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
April 23 has been, boring. I'm talking only during the day of course. Sitting down and constantly sleeping. I seriously had nothing to do. Went to the field for football, only to reach there and finding the area raining. Ping called me and we (Ping,Shaun,me) head to our Local Soya Bean shop and chat. Well, life is as usual I guess.
After sending me back home, I head to the kopitiam to buy dinner. Took off, bought for my family and ran off to Jelutong to eat. Brought Jindhu, Kuma and Yugesa along. Bummer, our most crucial day of the week, Tuesday. Burger shop close. Made plans to head for Terengganu Road's burger only to be comment that eating that we will have stomachache by Jindhu when we are almost there. Screw you man. He chose the burger near his place this time. Of course I wouldn't let him choose again since he chose the Terengganu Road's burger and complain so much. We end up going to the same place we went and eat Murtabak.
Head to Jindhu's place and plan for a movie. It's been very long since we stop our movie so we decided to create a new one. Head home and talk to dear (love ya!) and received a message to go out. Went to my friend's house waiting at the corner only to be suspected by his brother thinking I was robbing the place. (His trying to sneak out). Finally, got out, went to an apartment and practically wasted our time there, went to Penang Road, pusing the area hell a lot of times with no reasons at all. At least we kill some time before I go to find Eugene. My friend head home first and I went and meet Eugene.
Went for a drink with him, head to the Cyber Cafe and played football. Trashed Eugene until he fed up. When we about to leave, our old buddy (met during our time playing in the cafe) came by with his friend. He brought a Chivas Regal. They called us to drink since they couldn't finish the bottle. That's how we met our new friend, Samual. We went deep inside Jelutong, a place very very safe and with no one to disturb and for us to disturb. Drank and talk. Interesting fella. Left after finishing the bottle. 3 pacs. A little unstable a bit. What is wrong with my body.
Oh well,
posted at 1:04 PM
Monday, April 21, 2008
Manikayu, Module A, is a very boring place. It's also a fucked up place. When I registered, they didn't allow me since I'm not 18 yet. C'mon, 5 more months. I had to call my DC, my SM and all just to hear that they cannot do anything. This is very stupid. In the end, I managed to enter. They gave me a chance to enter.
Then the moment the speech started, we have to do our logbook. I gave them shit. My whole logbook is in very bad condition. It's thank to my tester that I made it. Free Time Work was damn easy. Only the Scout Rules were hard for me. How can you expect me to remember after so long right? In the end, I manage to get the tester's signature. Overall, the course is very boring. I even fell asleep once. I predicted a couple of times but only fell asleep once. I'm also very unlucky. I got a seat in front of the super-fan. The leaders there all damn noob. I already learn all of this before. Now I just have to do it again.
I'm very very very happy to go home. Ended this stupid boring place. Eng Wooi fetch me back. On the way, suddenly a loud sound came from behind the car. We thought we hit someone or something. Then a motorbike came and we saw Lye Boon and Tjun Yan. Small world. We ate in Mandarin Cafe before heading home. The moment I came home, my room is clean, there is a couple of new stuff in the house and this always happen when I'm out.
Then the day finally came. I meet my dear for the first time after we couple. Amazing huh? Went to KFC at Georgetown and amazingly, she is there sitting, only a few steps away from me. We head to Georgetown Baptist Church for this Youth Wave. I find it not bad. We left after my friend's performance. We had a great time together. The best! Love you dear!
After sending her back, I head home and Eugene called me. Head for dinner (more like supper) and had an appointment later at 12.30. Dal brought a Blacklabel. I can't believe I miss that chance of drinking. I was so tired all the sudden and all we were doing is talk and drink. Very boring. My friends all challenge me but I seriously cannot challenge them. Even slept on the grass after 2 pacs. Jindhu brought me back after an hour I think. Head home and drop on the bed.
Well, I had a very good time. Suffered for 2 days and 1 night and it all paid off with meeting my dear. Thanks dear. I love you so much!
Till then,
posted at 1:08 PM
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
This is regarding my game, Battlemaster. Currently, I will be in a war while hearing a Trial Proceeding through my scribe. That means fighting while caring about other stuff. So, what is this trial about? It's about the trial for Sir Kronos who had brought our realm, Carelia, into it's Golden Age and was accused for treason which many don't see it but denies it. Only a few supporters such as myself, tried our best to not only defend him but to save him.
Before the trial proceed, I had complain to the Judge's action and accused her for being unfair in many terms during her Judgement in minor and major issues. Power greed that is. With final approval from me who disagreed for her as the Judge of this trial, I asked upon our King to make the Final Judgement in the trial but was denied by the Majesty himself as he trust Lady Leta. I would still protest but His Majesty has given his word and I believe him.
Not long after the trial just began, Lady Leta has started to show some behavior of injustice. She is a Judge therefore should become neutral but instead, she is on the accusing side. Let me tell the system in this trial. There is :
Judge Lady Leta : Neutral (suppose to) without a side and makes the Final Judgement
Sir Bartho : Loyalist to the realm and also the Prosecutor, accusing Sir Kronos
Sir Tharan : Loyalist to the realm and also the Lawyer defending the accused, Sir Kronos
Sir Kronos : The accused which has no saying cause he is in jail and the fact that he cannot say a word even in his own trial. That is unfair.
Sir Morpheus : Special guest and son of Sir Kronos which later request to come out from the trial by his own since the Judge was unfair.
King Garthon : Spectator and makes judgement on who can attends the Trial.
So, why did I disagree with this trial? Who should be asking the questions? The Judge or the Prosecutor? What I see was Sir Tharan challenging both the Judge and the Prosecutor. The Judge already broke her promise to me and didn't remain neutral. She will question as if she is the Prosecutor herself and she's making the Final Judgement!? WHAT THE HELL? I SO WISH I CAN PROTEST BUT THE KING DISALLOWED ME TO DO SO AND I'M LOYAL TO THE THRONE. Screw this trial. Luckily I requested to enter since I have a big influence in the trial. Not as much as Tharan but Tharan was a friend of mine since I started playing and have always been along side with me. I just wish that Sir Kronos will not be prosecuted cause in the Law of Carelia, it stated that an act of treason, will only result a hang. We are about to change that.
(Update, I have requested to enter the trial to hear the proceeding first hand myself. My King have already stated on my behalf that he will do something as he also agreed to my concern. Hopefully, everything will go as it is.
posted at 11:15 AM
Monday, April 14, 2008
When I propose to you,
I never imagine much.
Now that you're here,
Make it harder to imagine.
The fact I got you,
Still kept me in a daze.
I was not sure,
What to do at all.
As you're my first,
Making it more hard to let go.
I really love you,
And that's my best honesty.
Now that I talked to you,
I'm glad I really did.
We made mutual understandings,
Glad that went well.
Better than I estimated,
Way better than before.
I will,
Love you when I'm awake.
I will,
Love you when I'm asleep.
I will,
Love you even after the end of time.
The more I said it,
The more I love you.
Close your eyes and,
I will lead you to our road together.
I'm ready to serve you,
As a lover and a boyfriend.
I'm ready to say,
That I will protect you forever.
I'm ready to teach,
What I know to you.
I'm ready to learn,
From my mistakes involving you.
I'm ready to die,
Just for you.
I love you dear so much my Sweet Lil' Angel of mine! Give me 2 and I will double it when I return it to you! I love you so much!
posted at 11:53 PM
From time to time, I like to talk to people and know about their life's experience. Well, don't call it a gossip as I take this topic very seriously. I would tell people about my stories and relate stories so that I can pass down my knowledge to others. Only then we can learn right?
So, what is the "New Favourite"? Right now, don't judge a book by it's cover. That's a very interesting example that I have learn and gather. If you don't know what it means, hopefully you can understand as I explained.
Many people, no, mostly people will oversee things. There will hear rumours roaming around here and there but who gets hit? The person or the entire group society? Probably both but accusing the entire group society is definitely wrong. Take a school for example, there may have been reputation going around that this school is the worst school ever. Who are they to judge that everyone in that school is the worst? You better close down that school then. What I mean to say, do not categories everything in 1 term. You can say that the school has the most corrupted people. REMEMBER THE FACTS PROPERLY, IT'S MOST, NOT ALL. The fact I don't believe this rumours cause we are already mature in age and thinking. So what if they have the craziest people? Not of them right? And who spread that rumour? Who is that person? Why should we listen to a nobody?
I began to like this word ever since I gone through my own research. Yes, I'm interested in Human Psychology but I don't wish it as a profession. Many bad outcomes, trust me. The cover may be nice but inside might be bend here and there, just like a scrap of rubbish papers. Where else who knows the cover of the dirty old slimy one have the nicest page? I do think because the cover was trying to protect it's pages that the pages weren't harmed.
That's all for now. Thank you.
posted at 12:49 AM
Saturday, April 12, 2008
I mark today's date,
As a memo for both of us.
Marking the day I became the happiest person,
I hope you do too.
I wish this stays forever in our hearts,
You can trust that it will in mine.
For even after time consume us,
I wish to remain as both you lover and friend.
It took time and seem forever,
Thank you for making it paid off.
It kept me warm at night,
That's why I'm deeply in love.
Call me crazy or insane,
For I'm truly madly in love with you.
I'm the luckiest person right now,
I hope you are too.
Keep in mind that I will,
Put endless effort starting from now.
To love and adore you,
Wishing that you would for me too.
I will remain your eternal beauty forever,
You got my support there.
It wasn't too romantic our story,
But I will try harder from now.
Let's close the chapter of our previous,
And continue to another chapter.
Let's create miracles this time,
For I will try my dear.
For I will,
My Sweet Lil Angel.
posted at 8:07 PM
Thursday, April 10, 2008
It started off with a glimpse,
Blurry but somewhat cold.
It became clear for once,
That I don't deserved to be loved.
I don't believe in karma,
But I freaking do now.
I'm lack of many things,
And I still act like a lot of things.
When I learn to love again,
It crumbles to pieces just like that.
I can't expect to fight this curse,
Not that I really believe in that.
Knowing that nothing can be done,
I conclude to surrender so fast.
Such pressure binds me,
Time to time it brought me down entirely.
Pushing me far apart from her,
And I can only cover my sufferings.
I fall in love,
And something happened.
It's either to me or to her,
It felt like a curse to me.
For she did nothing at all,
And I'm dragging this curse with her.
To damn with the curse,
If only I could destroy it.
For the more I love her,
The worst the outcome be.
The outcome not only endangers me,
But also to my Angel.
I'm not sure to let go,
As I can't conclude nothing.
It may be coincidence,
Just happening regularly.
I really don't know what to do,
I can never win this war anymore.
posted at 7:43 PM
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
Update on what I have been doing. Relaxing in the house. Nice huh? Think again. There is nothing to do and if there is something, that would be sitting down. So, I took a break. Didn't play football for 4-5 days. Since everyone's busy. One thing about my friends, if we didn't do something for a long time I decide to do whatever we like to do, I'm sure it will be a marathon.
Since I didn't meet my buddies for quite sometime, they invited me for a hang out in the cyber cafe. So, we will play one of this games for sure. Battlefield 2, Counter Strike and C&C Generals : Zero Hours. The good thing is, I'm the best 2 out of the 3 games listed. I will usually trash my friends in Battlefield 2 and CS and frankly speaking, I'm really good at it. Only problem is, I will fall in C&C Generals. It's a known strategic game and the last time I played, I lost badly since I was too near my opponent so I got trashed 1st. Well, my friend still said that I'm the 2nd best in C&C although that time it wasn't my lucky place. I admit that I'm no good without super-weapons. My specialty would be defending my base and create a lot of atom bombs and in no time, I will wipe out a whole base just with my atom bomb and I only have to bring my army in to wipe out the remaining survivals. That is why I love GLA.
What else I been doing? My mother bought a couple of shows like Prison Break Season 3, Las Vegas Season 2 (which I already watched) and some Japanese drama. Not into the other Japanese drama since I just finished watching Secret Garden. I want the mood to maintain first.
Till then, adios amigo.
posted at 3:53 PM
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
I took a point that I will,
Forever remember my memories.
I took a change that I will,
Forever remember my mistakes.
Then everything goes different,
Not like what I thought it would be.
It's rather impossible to do,
Everything at once,
Not that I complaining about it,
Nor will I want to face them at all.
Maybe I'm just a coward,
Hiding behind the shelters of others.
I predict moves that,
Is utterly common to people's mind.
Something bothers me sometimes,
As I can't see both ways.
It's impossible to do so,
And only God could do it I guess.
When one came ahead,
I rush towards them in full speed.
In the run way,
I tripped over small tiny rocks,
So tiny and much commonly known,
As small problems that I can't even handle.
I called this honour as,
My sole duty as a human if I must say.
Sometimes it's temptation,
That controls over me.
To help and to give as I could,
And not take any at all if possible.
I took love as my final decision,
To escape from all problems at once.
That would be cruel to do so,
As if I was only thinking for myself,
Only thinking to run away,
And not to face the truth.
As if the truth will set me free,
And that's what they say.
I say love is a cover for me,
To neglect my roles that I was given.
How selfish of me to even,
Thought that as a plan.
I don't wish to suffer anymore,
As I'm growing weak again,
Like how I used to be,
The moment I fall in love again.
As I think of it once more,
She is all I need.
To keep me as a companion,
And to go on as my limits allows to.
She is not my reason anymore,
Cause I really learn a lot through my time.
I don't feel that she is at all,
My solution in looking both ways.
posted at 12:42 AM
Monday, April 7, 2008
God must be playing me this time. But in the end, everything paid off. Somehow. Yeah, somehow.
Drank at the thanks giving for the election state assemblyman's party. Jagdeep. The place we went was Palace D India. All indian food. Spicy. Just my place. Beers, free flow. Liquor, until the stock finishes. So, I ate there and man, the food was great. I ate only half a plate but I was so full. Next in menu was alcohol. Yeah, they serve me beer but what I want was the liquor. The bar, right behind of me but I was too shy since I'm the youngest looking there and there is so many people near the bar. After a few times thinking, I finally went and drink. Damn, my first pac was a lot. I thought the fella will stop by himself but he was waiting for me to say so. Wow, the kick. So early. Took my sweet time drinking that 1st glass.
After awhile, I sat down around with some of the politicians and we just talk. It came to my attention that 1 of the person was drinking neat. So, I asked him.
Donovan : Jeff, how many glass already? No kick yet?
Jeff : Hahaha. Aiya, the 1st glass already got kick, the 10th glass also will have kick. Just DIFFERENT KIND OF KICK! Hahaha
Ok, Jeff halfway KO already. Around then, I already went for my 4th pac. My vision is already slightly blur already. Since I didn't walk around, the kick just come and come and come. By the time I had my 6th, I been running to the toilet a couple of times. My friend already had his 3rd pac. When he took his 4th, I finished my 8th. Officially, I was a sicko. We left and I was laughing all the way. Called Jan and I may had said something bad I guess. Well, she slept but I was walking around my house back and forth and manage to take a bath. Oh well, I didn't stand while bathing since I won't be stable. So I sat on the floor while the shower just pour above me. I wa still thinking whether I should vomit or not. Then I thought, I got a freaking driving test so I vomit to avoid hangover.
This is when the best part comes. I woke up at 4 and just toss and turn myself until 7 and called Jan to apologies to her for my drunk situation yesterday. Waited for an hour before the person fetch me to the driving centre. Got there around 9.30. Beforehand, I was told to register myself first. I did.
Donovan: I came to register.
Counter person: First timer or second timer?
Donovan: First.
Counter person: Ohhh.. You have to line up at that line.
Donovan: *look behind* ........... (line up back)
Counter person: Number?
Donovan: 52. But the list don't have my name.
Counter person: What session are you?
Donovan: Huh? How should I know.
Counter person: Go check.
Donovan: (fuck!) *went and check outside and line up again*
Counter person: Number?
Donovan: 52 session 3.
Counter person: Ohhh... Session 3 not yet time to register yet.
Donovan: *Strike 1* (fuck you bitch!)
Stand outside all alone. Then register. Head to the place to take my practical. There were 2 station. 1 station for waiting and another is to take test. I sat and slept at the waiting place. People start cutting lines and line up under the hot sun and waited at the another side. So, what the heck? So hot, just sleep and wait for the line to lessen. 2 hours later, wake up. Still same, sleep. 2 hours later, fed up, follow them also. There were 4 bench and people lining up. The person in-charge, took all the paper from the people siting there and ask them to remember where they sit. I was the second person in front standing.
Person in-charge: Ok, now, remember where you sit, who is in front and all. We are going to take an hour break. The ones standing, who first, who last, no need to care. Come here back at 2.10.
Donovan: *Strike 2*
Walk all around the centre, buy this and that. Then I sat at the waiting place. I'm now one of the last people in line. From 2nd to last. Very nice. JPJ bastards, was taking their sweet time and came around 2.30. For another 30 minutes, the test didn't resume cause now the big lorry's turn to do their test so our test was at hold. Strike 3. 3.00 pm, finally started. For the next 30 minutes, people have been failing and all. I don't care this time and all I wanted was to finish what I left. For me to fail is the only option for me to kill myself after that. Death is the only option if I fail. Out of 6 cars on the field, only 1 car was the best car. I pray for that car. Then I counted the cars, shit! The person in front of me will take the car! Then I was thinking, motherfucker. Thank god one of the examiner failed and the car returned earlier. He took that car and the nice car was mine! Finally!
I passed the test. Everything was perfect. Ok, next, drive on the road. The JPJ in charge of me is a pure asshole.
JPJ: Aiya, no need check apa-apa. Terus jalan saja! Cepat-cepat! Potong dia! Pecut depat dia! Block dia! (This is all the words he said)
At the end, he gave me a 17/20. All the things he ask me to neglect (some I didn't care about him), he didn't give me marks for that! Strike 4. Fuck you! I nearly failed bitch! I was the last person in my driving school to finish. At least I passed. A lot failed. Trust me, I actually was damn scared when it was my turn until I got a new car which extremely boast my morale. In the end, everything paid off. 4 strikes just in 7 hours. Actually, if it strike 2, I will grow insane but I kept it cool. This is how I experience my driving test. Hope the future examiners do better than me. At least I have another crazy story to tell again.
Conclusion, I was drunk the night before my driving test which my life at stake. It took me 7 hours to complete 2 bloody thing. I had a hell of a day! Thanks for your time to read this entry!
posted at 7:47 PM
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
Recently (here we go again), I been sitting and walking around the house. I'm already sick of that. I'm only waiting for college and for that, there is so many matters that is preventing me from entering. I decided to go form 6 after I fed up about thinking of college. Even that, people is advising me not to. What the heck? I don't have a choice. Now I'm waiting for results and that results I must wait, not find it. A real headache.
Out of the topic, matters keep getting worst. My friend is under threat by some idiot. My duty is the middleman once more. My body is injured due to football and I can't just stop. I rather play football injured than sit around at home doing nothing. Offers for college are no doubt, coming but I have to go KL for that. I'm seriously not ready to leave at any terms at all. There is so much to do and I can't avoid my so-called duties. At least I get to spend some time thinking but that ain't helping much.
To add more problem, car driving test is coming and I have no confidence on the training ground. And I'm getting a driving license but I don't have a car to use. I'm no doubt, in trouble, in a way. For now, I think I have enough and I will need to lower my grounds, yet again. Not ready for anything new. Once I completed all my task, I will come out of the dark. Shit.
posted at 7:04 PM