Monday, March 31, 2008
Seriously Don, I don't know what are you up to or what is in your mind. Repeatedly, you are seeing things at night and luckily none of them are spirits. It's just some items in a form of human. Your football performance, getting worst even after you got yourself a boots. Not only that you suck, you injured and numb your left hand trying to block the striker. Your back still hurts and your stomach have that stomach disorder shit again. And your eyes, just let me say your a panda now. Your been tossing and turning on your bed for hours and can't even sleep, even when you are exhausted. You are freaking confuse on what things are happening right now. Not to mention your toe is still injured and you are playing football almost everyday.
Get some sleep and rest or not you will miss a turn in Battlemaster. And you surely don't want that to happen. Get yourself occupied and don't bored yourself too much. This is my advice to myself. Thank you. (I know, it's weird)
posted at 11:09 AM
Friday, March 28, 2008
Letter by the Avenger's Right, written by a captain Erhart.
The afternoon on Friday, we prepared ourself in Barnlure with absolutely no defense even if we were the ones controlling the field. I wonder what was our Troop Leader thinking but he usually follows the High Marshal's command. I don't see others doing any dig ins too. What was weird is, we were asked to march on to the field. Such madness. Our scout reported a mass army of Ash Sea Island coming towards us from their city, Ser'quea. I predicted this battle has something amiss.
Indeed the battle was about to take place at around 3 and so it did. Our men of 29 stood bravely as Donovan face the battlefield with his horse. We were 2nd on the front line, mostly likely to fall. Our army is outnumbered. Why haven't the order given to retreat instead? Why aren't we dug in? I believe it was a suicide battle for us. I saw Donovan's face, looking from afar at the Ash Sea Island's grand army. Then he spoke to himself, "This isn't their finest yet". I replied to his comment, "Then, what is? I feel a disturbance in our side. We are suppose to have more battalion but instead, many were unguided so they didn't participate". He smiled and said, "I felt that present when we first entered Barnlure without any challenge. Notice that our men was stuck here for nearly a week, confused and all? This is how Ashlateans fight. But I can't believe our High Marshal didn't see it coming."
Donovan raised his sword. We roared and charge to the battlefield. I already knew what Donovan would do so I lead the army myself. By the time we entered melee, Donovan was already fighting, trying to break the front. I knew it went unsuccessful. Then I see, one by one, our comrades fall to the ground. The next thing I knew, I was shot by an archer's arrow. Clearly I could see, some of our remaining men injured, tried to say the rest.
When I woke up, I was already in the healer's tent.
posted at 5:23 PM
27 March, I seriously don't know how many times I argued with my mother and god mother. They are pressuring me to do this and do that, which I don't like. My anger is seriously very hard to control. It's been nearly a year since that happened. That event that caused my anger to erupt very easily.
After going to TARC, I can only see 1 option available for me. That is to go to TARC. I'm worried about the transportation problem since it's quite far and that I have to put a lot of effort to ace the exam. That's the problem. Skip to the boring parts. After my chat with 'lembu', I stayed up to wait for Eugene. I'm surprised that he changed a lot. It's been, 2 weeks since I last saw him? His thinking right now is very much different compare to before. Now I have an extra problem to solve. And it's Eugene's. We now have to wait for the right time then we can start to solve that problem. Eugene is still waiting for me to rent out a place on our own. I'm not able to do so yet.
If everything goes smoothly, I will be in KL for 1 and a half years for Advance Diploma. And Eugene will be following me. The thing is, I really love KL but I fear that I will get bored there. And I will be missing all my friends and mostly that certain someone in Penang. Hopefully, everything will go to a way that I can choose. After my Degree, I'm planning to go Singapore for my sight seeing and hopefully one day, I get to go to Europe. I think I should set my destination now. I also want to go to Japan if possible. Hahaha. Crazy dreams. Till then,
posted at 1:11 PM
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
The game is getting interesting once again. The name of the game, BattleMaster. So long I have brought my character, Donovan Kessler to life. It's been 3 years already and lately I didn't talk much in-game. Now it's the chance.
Our former King, King Kronos has betrayed our country by seceeding our white city, Nida. This city was to be given to our ally in thanking for aiding us. I in the other didn't like that. I too didn't like Kronos's action. By declaring independence, the city cannot change hands anymore. Our white city was the city we fought protecting it from our ally that was last time our enemy and now, we are giving to them? Some deeds done by King Kronos during his reign wasn't acknowledged and now he is sentence to death. There was some complication causing him to flee to our ally which we later went war with.
Our realm wasn't what it used to be anymore. The principles of letting the newbies learn giving people like me, no powers anymore. That was all after King Kronos's reign. Since it was a unfair decision, Carelia has declared Kronos a traitor. There were many political secrets involved and not many of us believed what we heard. A trial was set for Kronos. Still, it was an unfair one since everyone is siding with the government which is accusing Kronos as traitor. They find that his past deeds were never important. It seems like death sentence is the only solution.
Along came the former Prince back from his adventures and was accused to talk to much about his father. He was only trying to protect his family's name and clear his name off the charts. And then he was fine for so-called insulting the Judge just cause he didn't agree with the Judge. I took this chance to screw the Judge for personal reason power monger. Greed of power, misuse of power and injustice. The many reasons you could screw a Judge with. I was again the trigger to some of the many potential supporters. My dear friend Tharan and jiffyman came to support me. Tharan has always been alongside with me even during battles. Jiffyman on the other hand was my student.
All 3 of us has step in to clear Kronos's name. For that, Kronos is coming for his trial and now my sole duties is to convince people to have a majority claim trial since it will never be fair with the government fully making the decisions of his punishment. Since the saying goes that the Judge has misuse her power but was covered up by some people, I had to question the recent actions and her deeds before to overthrown her position. By far, the King has yet to speak anything yet. All those bullshit claims by the former Judge and current Judge only irritates me more.
Oh yeah, I been there for 913 days in the game. That's during form 3 and I still love this word game. I have so far made Donovan into Court of Oyonniarre, Court of Dontow and finally his hometown, Court of Forblane before stepping down due to busyness. Was a member of the Senate until I fought with the very man that I'm saving now. I'm proud to be what I created him except for the part about his wife.
posted at 12:10 PM
Monday, March 24, 2008
I won't this problem started recently. Ever since I got that SPM slip, I regret. My plans all went into total disaster. College is starting too early and here am I, sitting at home not even knowing what to do. My parents have began pressuring me to enter college since I told them I will never go form 6 even if my life depends on it. Over the recent years, my anger is way out of control and going to other school other than Hamid Khan is a no no for me. If I go to other school, I will have to start everything from scratch. Plus, I don't want to cut my hair just cause the school want that certain 'style'. No way.
I have sleepless night with this problem and recently had more. I think my training in scouting wasn't at all, enough. Or maybe I didn't apply my training or the problem is way harder in real life. I have problems coming mostly from my troop itself and when I suddenly took a rest, I felt great. Going back in feels very uncomfortable. There is also a couple backstabbers that is keeping me in. That is why I'm choosing to leave. Too much political issues inside already.
My plan to continue working is not working at all. I don't mind entering college a year late. So what right? I'm just entering 1 year late. My parents won't allow me. Soon perhaps I will have to leave the house into order to do what I want. Plus, every course I want to take, my mother will start poking me. Saying that what she chose for me is the best. How bout my interest then? She ask me to go hotel management or tourism management. I do like to travel but I never like being bond with contracts. And you know those 2 field isn't what it seems? They already neglected me for years and for them to enter into my affair isn't right.
I now have too much problem to settle all in one shot. I will have to break and avoid most of them especially the 'won't able to solve' ones. Seriously, I don't like to avoid problems. I tend to face them but for me to avoid them all the sudden, will cause me to feel uncomfortable for a very long time. My plan now is to work all day and only come home to sleep. From what I can see from this, I will have to rent my own place to do that. A friend is also waiting for me to join him.
Our plans is to get a place to crash for a couple of years. I plan to study next year after earning some money. This year I have to go KL for some crazy idea that my friend had plan. Money is an issue right now for me. I can have them but I can't have them all. I rather earn it. Only then I can feel some bitterness. I'm without any options right now. This is of course with a risk. I have to sacrifice a lot especially leaving my old friends behind. I hope I'm doing what's best for me right now. Only time can tell me an answer for more options.
posted at 1:00 AM
Saturday, March 22, 2008
This is a title that had changed my entire point of perspective and view. Never the less, I started learning self discovery and even started a debate over it. Interesting topic.
Let me give a few saying about self discovery first before I move on to the next:
Self discovery, ideally known as a obtaining of whatever skill and knowledge through self without one's help at all. Count it as experience by first hand. Doing something without any advice nor precaution. This is usually done by people building something that no mankind have ever done before. Take an example. The first person that created a company.
There are many ways of self discovery. And guess what? Everyone's doing it since they are born. I can teach you how to talk but it's up to you. I can teach you how to smile but it's still up to you. How bout breathing or walking? Can I teach you that? You won't learn if you don't fall. That's why it's very important to learn through self discovery. We humans are able to learn almost everything without any guidance. There is no need for teachers. They can teach you science, they can teach you math. You can learn learn them by yourselve though. That's how those philosphers did their work and made their names in the various books that we find today. Yes, those are the days. Don't blame them though.
There is still many things unsolved and without an answer. Some new events or new experience to gain. People do change from time to time. So does any situation. You can't deny that new ideas will just keep coming up. Sure enough people nowadays use the technology that is given but they their ways of combining them to benefit our world even more, that's self discovery. You know that there will be a snake at the bush cause it biten you once. That's what you discovered. Then ideas to avoid that bushes or prevent others from getting hurt will come in mind. It's benefiting. Surely enough, guidance is important but at the end, it's self discovery all the way. Human once had no guidance at all but they came out normal. Independence is the key of trigger to learn self discovery.
And there is a saying, what you do yourself and what you get from it, it's always the sweetest. I find that true. At all means, discover around. Learn new things. By yourself and that's sweet. With help around, that's also find with me. I won't say that self discovery is a one person thing. Surely enough a group, a company, a society thing. People do want to share their memories with each and another. That's good. That will be a self discovery for your group. For your kind of people. Hopely once you read this, you will want to keep this in mind. Self discovery is the most important thing in life and for me, it adds a little sweetness around with every victory regardlessly how small it is.
Man cannot remake himself without suffering, for he is both the marble and the sculptor by
Dr. Alexis Carrel.
posted at 8:22 PM
Lame title huh? That's how lame this few days have been. I couldn't do much as I gotten sick for trying to release tension under the shower. I took an hour long shower. I came out healthy, slept and woke up sick. Let's talk start from Wednesday.
Head to the sportsday, halfway sick. Didn't really wanted to enter as it was embarrassing so I head to my friend's before coming back to have lunch with little kiddo (try guessing who kiddo is). Went to MacD, ordered MacFlurry, MacNuggets, Fries and 2 coke. That amount was very little. Guess what? I couldn't finish it and kiddo, couldn't too. Got stuck there for an hour. Mostly cause I'm teasing kiddo. The whether is so damn hot. Send kiddo back and head home myself. Then I remembered that Eugene was in my house and I have gave him my keys. That means I can't enter my own house. Tried waking Eugene but couldn't. Luckily I know my house too well so I kinda broke into the house. Muahahaha. By then, my fever was very high. I tried sleeping but never could for hours. After that day, everything seems very blur to me.
Thursday. Still halfway dead. The whether is still crazy. Rain, hot, rain hot. Even better for my body! I tried playing football but my toe disallowed me. Cramp it during one of the game. I seriously can't recall what happen on that day either. I remembered my head was like carrying a boulder.
Friday. All I did was sleep and eat. Then talked to kiddo until 1am. Kiddo was actually the cure. From the time I was sick, at the end of the time, I was cured. Maybe cause the cure is to bully people. Should try that more often. Hahaha. Beware kiddo.
posted at 9:04 AM
Friday, March 21, 2008
By the breeze of the calm wind,
Somehow she came to my mind.
Maybe it was her heart that is calming me,
Or was I just lying to myself to keep me calm.
I love the night sky very much,
As it smoothen the rush.
Not every beauty of the stars are pretty,
But for her it's always a scenery.
I could see her from far,
Regardless the crowd in front.
What could've been and would've been,
A pretty beautiful Angel.
Time comes and goes swiftly,
Having less time for me to spend.
If only I had more,
I surely go for a shot even if it's my last.
Getting what answer will infect,
Every possible questions I have.
Getting those questions solved,
Is what I need to know right now.
The world crumbles each turn I made,
Then it perish behind me.
Until that is over entirely,
I mustn't bring you along my side.
I been in my wars for ages,
And I don't compare it as battles at all.
If only I have a time of peace,
Only then those 3 words will be reveal.
I sworn an oath once,
And that was to help my friends.
And now I create one more,
To love as long as it's needed to be.
posted at 1:06 AM
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Yesterday, was a blast..... More like a disaster. Eugene had to call my house since my handphone already gone. Ok, my dad took it. Eugene's motorbike got some throttle problem and he was stuck near my house. I helped him to push the bike and we waited until 7am just to find that there is know bike shop that is open yet. We sat near the field to relax while waiting. Then trouble started coming. The police arrived and all. Luckily we did nothing wrong. So, we head back my place and sleep soundly, until 11.30am.
Waking up is the worst part. I'm already god damn sleepy. Then I started having some gatal. For no reason. Head to school to apply form 6 but couldn't since application forms will only be handed out at around April. Still, I ain't going form 6! Talked to Mr. Naresh about the old days where we used to get in trouble. So, there is me, Eugene, Kumaran and Yugesa that was there. Eugene will kena for his fights, Kumaran will kena for his earring and over baggy pants, Yugesa will kena for his breakdancings in school and I, will kena for screwing the prefects (mostly prefects) and teachers. The good old days indeed.
I had my worst afternoon I tell you. My room was a confession room. Start by who is oldest to youngest. I'm 3rd. Pity me. Then we played music and dance until flat. All KO at any side of my room. That was until Tjun Yan and Lye Boon came to pickup some stuff. I couldn't even get up I tell you. Somehow, I manage a way and took an hour shower. Then it started lah with problems. A virus manage to enter my computer and destroyed my files. I tried my best to destroy that virus. I did finally destroy it but my files couldn't be returned. Damn virus...... Oh yeah, I woke up in the morning sick. Took a tablet and I have to go to CGL's sportsday. Hurray!
posted at 6:24 AM
Sunday, March 16, 2008
Sunday, 16th March. This is a day of many problems. Another add to my life. At least the ending is good.
Today there is so many problems. All of my friends has their problem and all happen on this day itself. First, my problem. Went to settle some problem in Netcity but the person never showed up. Fine. Then in the morning, got screwed by my father. With my friend at witness too. He came by to talk with my father. My father went and messaged Eugene secretly without my knowledge and blame him of something he didn't do. It ended with disaster and since we are already not in talking terms, it just got worst. What can say. This problem will never be solve and I tend to stick it that way.
Then a problem with financial. My friend had some debts (fine) to pay and it's due tomorrow (17th). Another friend got financial problem too since he needed money to coop up with his daily basis. Right after this problems, another friend came to me to seek help. His parents had foun about his girlfriend and all and disapprove. That ended up a disaster too. Just because of his parents, he now have to let go of his beloved.
I have to say that we been happy for so long and the problem came hitting us out of nowhere. We weren't prepared. The 4 friends got hit terribly. I been moody for the whole day. Thanks to a certain someone that help me calm down with a video. I think you know who you are. Thanks :)
Tonight after football (I didn't play cause I got a cramp, so I chill nearby), a friend of mine called for dinner. Ate bak ku teh. Then my eyes could only feel heaviness. A tough day indeed. Lucky I manage to smile the whole way tonight. The sky was lovely. I can't predict the future but I expect more disaster to come this year. Really not my year.
If I got music and the sky with me, nothing can stop me from smiling. There is also the person I fall into. With her around, I cannot stop smiling. At least I know that she is always in my mind for me to calm down. Thanks for being there in my heart. I put you in my heart so it could scar and never leave me. Thanks for being part of me and my life too.
Let the flow do it's part!
posted at 10:37 PM
001. Real name: Donovan Alwyn Kessler
002. Nickname: Duck, D, FinalD, DAK
003. Married: Still single
004. Male or female: Male
005. High school: Hamid Khan
008. College: Not yet enter
010. Short or long hair: I consider it long
015. Are you a healthy freak: Kinda
016. Height: 160+++ (Didn't measure) but should be 5'7''
017. Do you have a crush on someone: Yeah
018. Do you like yourself: Yeah, I don't see why not...
019. Piercings: Left ears 1
021. Righty or lefty: Right hand, left leg
First.............................
022. Surgery: Once on my left leg
023. Piercing: Ear
024. Person you see in the morning: Family
025. Award: No awards
026. Sport you join: Football, badminton and basketball.
027. Pet: None (malas to have one)
028. Vacation: Langkawi
029. Concert: None so far..No interest
030. First crush: A prefect in my prime years (I hate them but I don't why)
Currently................
049. Eating: Nope..Starving..
050. Drinking: Water
052. I'm about to: Get some food..
Future....................
058. Want kids: Yeah, amount depends on woman (what does that tells me?)
059. Want to get married: Yes
060. Careers in mind: DJ, Engineer, Something to do with Management
Which one is better.........................
068. Lips or eyes: Eyes
069. Hugs or kisses: Hugs is longer
070. Shorter or taller: Taller
072. Romantic or spontaneous: Spontaneous
074. Sensitive or loud: I prefer loud than sensitive
075. Trouble maker or hesitant: Trouble maker..More to true self (Cause I'm one?)
Have you ever.......................
078. Kissed a stranger: Sadly, yes......Got kissed also by one....
079. Drank bubbles: Small kid time
080. Lost glasses/contacts: My eyes has no reason for those
081. Ran away from home: Around 5 times (I was small)
082. Liked someone younger: Yeah
083. Liked someone older: Yeah
084. Broken someone's heart: ........Let's not mention that....
085. Been arrested: Haven't tried....HMMMM.....
087. Cried when someone died: Yeah....
Do you believe in..................
089. Yourself: That is a must actually...
090. Miracles: Tend to time to time....
092. Heaven: There is no need for heaven since Angels come down to earth...
093. Santa Claus: Never
095. Magics: Yeah
096. Angels: Of course
Answer Truthfully....................
097. Is there one person you want to be right now: Knowing they are safe is good enough
099. Do you believe in God: Yeah
100. Tag 5 people: I just want to answer the survey...No need to tag lah....
posted at 2:36 PM
Friday, March 14, 2008
Yesterday, Eugene brought me to meet Joe, a DJ from KL. Cool guy. His thinking is very very different from most adults and he will try to help us get the DJ job. I finally the true side of DJ Raj. That is why I turn for Joe for his help. He will start lah talking about his stories. I just met the guy today and I feel that I can trust him. He tell us his secrets and jokes around. Not sure if they were true but who cares right? Of course it isn't work related. More to, after work related if you know what I mean :)
I started seeking advice from him. I'm interested in what he can tell me. Shockingly, he can tell me all kinds of things his been through. His advice if want to become a DJ, I have to work hard. Not only that, I will practically have to be an outcast. I can't mix with my current friends anymore. Day to night, it's all about work. He even told me about the SSDD thing. Every DJ will be facing that. Same Shit, Different Day. He even list out the pros and cons for me. Since I was still young, he asked me to study whatever first until the end then join the DJ crew or something. Yes, it's a great deal of becoming a DJ.
A superstar DJ, worst. Once you are send outside of your state and you fucked up a function, your whole career is practically over. Even Joe himself with 10 years experience won't take the job. Of course he would like to receive it's payment. No more than that. 2 hours in Germany with full expense paid. For that without allowance yet, 15,000. Not sure ringgit or euro dollar. Fuck up once, your whole career is gone and your own country will turn against you.
For me, I will make it simple. It's a challenge for me. I have to reconsider my position in the next 5 years time too. I fear that everything won't be going to where I want them to be. I will never stop trying. That's for sure.
posted at 2:08 PM
Thursday, March 13, 2008
Change of plans, I got a fight with my mother. A big one. Well, any fight with my mother always look big when it is actually small. So, the thing is, my mother want me to go form 6 cause of my results and she don't trust me in college. True cause if I fail, more money will come out and I myself hates that. The thing is, I gave all kinds of excuse just to get out of form 6. C'mon, 2 years will be wasted if I don't do well. It's the 3rd hardest paper in the world!
I told her that I wish to work for a year first before entering college. There is a reason for that and I want to enjoy first. If I enter this year, my parents will stop me from working. That's when I decided on night classes. Of course my mother don't trust me on that either. I had to scratch my head. Even a public college is better since it's more flexible and holidays are hell a lot. Longer time but at the end, it's just the same. That is if I get to find one. There is no freaking locals anywhere here except in Butterworth side. No way I going back and forth. Ain't going to do it. I got a freaking headache now. My mother wants me to get a Master Degree on the field she chosen for me. Rather a lot of choices she have but I fear those subjects.
I usually don't say this but I somehow regret. Gotten 1 A1, 1 A2, 4 C6 and 2 D7. Expected only 1A and I got them. Instead, I was damn surprised that I didn't study for Science and gotten an A2. Tried my best for accounts but C6 is better than a D. Sejarah and Perdagangan, let's close the topic. Expected to fail but got Ds instead. The thing is BM and Maths. I don't know how the hell I got C. Moral, I expected a B too. In the end, it's over and I can't regret over things I didn't try. Anyway, to all my pals out there, study smart and hard. And you know what is experiences do you? Mistakes that was done by others and was advice by them to others. That's me. Hahaha. Good luck to the other examiners out there.
posted at 11:43 AM
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
Alright, few more hours left before the SPM results to reach my hands. Finally, I created a to-do list just for the sake of doing it.
If I don't produce enough credits:
1. Get a job that satisfies the following:
-Interaction with customers (communication purposes)
-Quite a stable income for me to eat nasi kandar everyday (like that could happen)
-A night job if possible (there is nothing to do on broad daylight)
-A job that I will last longer and I don't need to screw my boss up (better yet if I work without
knowing my boss.. Hehehe)
2. Get at least 2 of the following cert
- Leadership Diploma/Degree/Masters
- Mass Com. Diploma/Degree/Masters
- Computer Knowledge Diploma/Degree/Masters (I prefer practical types)
3. Get a long time out in either the following places (must at least be done by this year)
- Kuala Lumpur (I love the sights there)
- Langkawi (Just for the sake of alcohol)
- Malacca (Never been there)
- Singapore (Just for the sake of going there)
- Amsterdam (I think that is too much....)
4. Family
- Must be the money spender for them (To return a bit of the favour)
5. A list to get at least 3 of them:
- A new computer set (CPU, monitor, better router modem)
- A motorbike (110cc above!)
- A car (Local cars like Perdana or Gen 2 at least interior nice enough already)
- A gaming console (PS2, X-Box 360, Nintendo Wii, Game Cube, Nintendo DS)
- A new handphone (Sony W series or K series, Nokia N series)
- A music instrument (Guitar, bass guitar, keyboard, drum set)
6. Etc. (must be done at least 3)
- Eat a lot (must get 60+ kg)
- Gym
- Hiking regularly (a month at least twice)
- Food hunting (find the best foods everywhere)
- Soccer team (organize or enter a club)
If I produce enough credits,
1. Read all the 6 option above cause it won't change
2. Get into college or any other tertiary level education (then the first option above can be delayed)
That covers everything.
posted at 7:40 AM
Sunday, March 9, 2008
Democratic Action Party, that's the party I was helping. Dal has a uncle inside so he asked help. Dal, Mithiren and I went together to help. The thing is, everyone of us will have to place ourselves in various school to help the voters getting their room number. The polling people are such cheaters. They gave DAP a hard time just because they are opposition. Firstly, the list of voters was announced 3 days before. It ain't little you know, the list. So, it's practically impossible to print it all in time. Luckily the list was 4 HOURS LATE ONLY.
We head to Karpal's house. From there, we move to various schools. Firstly, Union. There were volunteers there already. Next is Convent Datuk Keramat. Also, volunteers were there. Next Japan School. More volunteers were there. At Abdullah Munshi, no one at all. That's when I was placed there.
One person and that's me. No list but got tent and table. What the fuck if you might ask? My duty is to check if the voters are suppose to vote here or not. That's my duty. Here's the thing. I'm the only DAP person. The rest, BN. Around 8 of them. Luckily time to time, voters will hang out around my area and talk with me. Giving me a morale boast. I was suppose to hang posters too. Couldn't do it alone but a voter came and help me out. Thanks. That's a time where people actually unites...
After awhile someone came to help me. At least it's something. Not for long, he left for his prayers. About an hour later, the place started to rain heavily. I thought it was safe. Boy I was wrong. The place flooded till half of the car's tire. That's high. I got the picture but I will update it some other time.
Since I thought it was safe, I just sat down there. Without any warning I tell you, the tent felled. Not once, not twice. Three TIMES! And do you know how heavy is the tent and the wind? I had to press it down so it does fall. Then the table nearly fall. My beg and the list, got wet. I couldn't move my spot at all. I just had to see the cars get stuck in that flood. Each time a car comes, the water wave will come to me and splash over my shoes. Not only that, after awhile, I will be seeing someone with a boat coming. WHAT THE HELL!!??
The freaking rain took about 3 hours before it stop. It took another hour for the flood to calm down. Besides, I didn't eat lunch either. That means I didn't eat nor sleep for nearly a day. Couldn't really sleep during the rain cause I'm dripping wet. A few supporters finally came to 'teman' me. I was shivering and cold and I thought I was going to die. No help came except some supporters. I learn quite a lot of political issues (more than I need to at least). In the end, I called Dal to get me home. Of course I had to wait an hour for that. Luckily I head back to Karpal's house by a lorry that came to pickup the tent.
By the time I reach there, all I did was walk around and eat. Most of them were happy cause they did a big swipe. We got to know the news before everyone else do. Of course some had tension going around. At least we finally got a change. For once, it's good to experience a change.
I didn't get anything in this but a new experience. I came home sleepy, tired and wet. What I got? I saw a flood for the first time (cause I live up a hill and it never floods here). Hahaha. Anyway, enjoy the day and our new government!
posted at 5:23 PM
I'm really not up to this work but I finally did it. What I get? New experience. Learn quite a lot from this so called work. Got it's photo but I don't have the cable for it. Darn. I will update it later when I got a phone to bluetooth to.
Eugene came to my place at around 3.30 am. We head to Jelutong for our usual drink and cybercafe. A man came from the table beside and suddenly chat with us. I tell you, it was quite bothersome until he predicted something that got both Eugene's and my attention. He said what happen to Eugene was true about his past and mine was also the same. Of course I won't reveal about my past. His like an oracle but he won't say about the future. We left first at the end and played computer games.
Eugene : Hey, since you got work to do at 8, we just play an hour lah.
Donovan : Ya. Make sure that ok!
= 3 hours later=
Donovan : Muahahahaha!!!
Eugene : Nice goal man!
Donovan : You also practice lah. Now my shooting ok a bit d. Hopefully can win Naarviin.
Eugene : Hahaha. Good luck man!
Donovan : Shit la....... Look.....
Eugene : *turns in head*
Donovan : Morning d lah.........
After this, we head back home. I manage to take a good shower and dress up in time. Dal was suppose to come at 8.30. Guess what? Now I know that he is never in time. Did I mention it was for polling day? Will update again on this part. Till then.
posted at 7:20 AM
Friday, March 7, 2008
Seriously, when you are in a headache and you go to sleep, YOU WILL HAVE WEIRD DREAMS! First dream was a Malay boy who I don't even know. He will be intro-ed to me by some of my friend (which was quite blur that time). Then we go racing from places to places. All the sudden, I woke up. A call rang and it was Naarviin. Got to go out at 3 again later.
Second dream was very blur. I do believe it was about 'her'. Not sure what it was anymore. I know want thing. I had her and I was under her command. Pretty sad don't you think....... Just joking :) Somehow, I woke up cause of my injury.
Third dream was the funniest of all. It was involved with my scouts. We were at this mall. As in all of us. The mall was a place never existed. I went apart from the others. Lost them I guess. Then when I was going up, there was a group of mafia dressed people. Holding machine guns, assault riffle (my favorite, the one with the grenade launcher) and some other various weapon. The thing is, they just walk pass everyone and I believe everyone thought this is some sort of parade. They will be going downstairs while some of the rest will be guarding the perimeters. From many angles not to mention every gap leading to a very big jewelery shop (more like a multi-jewelery place). I will be beside a woman. She is very a sunglasses and a black coat (she doesn't even look like a mafia). She must be the guard. Her weapon, handgun (semi-automatic pistol). Someway another while she was shooting the ceiling, I walked past her and went to the entrance. They was a shout of calling the police too. The mafia didn't seem to care.
Continued from here again. At the entrance, a small group of police came. Obviously, they cannot win against them! I shouted to them that they have a assault riffles. The police shoo me and call me to keep quiet. I just ran outside and guess what I saw for backup? Scouts. Ain't joking. But at least they were better than the police. They are equipped with riffles and sub-machine guns. What no SWAT team? Then I woke up. Weird dream. Till then........ AM I GOING NUTS!!??
posted at 12:52 AM
Sunday, March 2, 2008
March 2nd
Not been sleeping since evening or late afternoon. Had to lie my friends to escape and have a time off at home. Before that, was the banner painting. Haix, I don't wish to remember. Anyway, time moves fast when you are having fun but it wasn't for me. I waited until 4am. It's a procedure kinda thing for Eugene to come. Even without calling. So we went for supper.
At Jelutong, we tried a new nasi kandar somewhere near the big building. I didn't eat cause I was full. Met some friends there at night. Got information that a Fair Lady (350z) smashed into the tree in front of Free School on the road of the Maybank. You can see the display of the tree that is in half there. Surely the owner is crying right now. After talking and talking, we got some kind of investment ideas that will make money. Initially, I'm interested but quite scared also. Remember, got 1 phone number today.
We head to the Cyber Cafe as usual. Cause we played too long, we head outside to get some hot drinks. During that time, I met a runner which pulls cars or motorbikes. Got another phone number. Why I took it? For every information I give to the runner, I will be rewarded. Smart huh?
Morning came by. We head home only to get screwed by my father (he's in a bad mood). Of course I didn't care a single thing about him. We decided to go to Lorang Kulit, the infamous fake stuff. Nothing interesting there. On the way back, met an accident. Got my knee injured but Eugene had his whole toenail out. Bleed like hell. During that time, I spaced out, why the hell is this happening to me. Haix.
Head to the clinic. Eugene's mother send me to the place where they paint banner. Cannot do much with people that act smart around. I spilled some blood there too. Sorry. Cause I had to wait for Tian Hong to fetch me back, I decided to head home early to rest. Jindhu and I got bored and head home walking. Distance 3 km (I estimated it) but it doesn't look like one. With no word, I just drop dead on the bed.
That is why I don't know what I should call today. Complicated. Haix......
posted at 10:33 PM
Well, this would be the last thing people will listen from me. Here goes. I don't believe much in fate. I believe in effort more but this time, luck comes in the line. This is year is my most unluckiest year ever. And it's only beginning. I wonder what will happen during June then. Predicted to be a hectic month with all sorts of even before the real exam preparation starts.
Apart from that, I hope to get some comments on the poem/statement (so-called). I wonder if it's nice and fit to situations. I love stories and everyone knows that. Those poem are converted into smaller version about my life actually. I don't call it a hobby or anything. That is why I don't matching the words. Who give a heck anyway. I too don't wish to review the dictionary for words.
Alright, there is also a request I like to make for some of my friends out there (in Rovers or Open Troop). We are making our campfire again and I hope that everyone can help spread the words. Also, as much as I want to help, my friend still needs people to help paint banners. The more, the merrier. It's not the amount that matters. It's the efficiency. Example, we need to maintain our speed and amount does matter. A person not free, another can help. Last year, me and my friend painted the banner with a few people. Big banner with very few people. Took us a week. Anyway, hope you can help.
posted at 12:02 AM