Friday, February 29, 2008
Do you in a day,
Felt lucky and cherish those chances?
Or do you one day,
Gave up entirely just because of one mess you made?
Only minor hit already could can sustain a lot to a person.
Do you ever,
Received hope and push on harder?
Or do you thoughtfully,
Give people hope to continue trying?
Be grateful for everthing and share among everyone.
Do you daringly,
Push honour aside and protect others?
Or do you wish,
To succeed in life and not care about others?
Success is never a solo thing.
Do you believe,
God made us perfect as who we are?
Or do you think,
Devil are our creators?
Believe that God is the great almighty creator.
Do you know,
That your parents suffered a lot from every mistake you did?
Or do you thought,
You only think of yourselves and not theirs?
Cherish their love for and succeed above their will.
Do you think,
This poem is to make people realise something?
Or do you figured,
This poem is joke?
Well it isn't a joke from my view.
May people realise a lot from this.
And may people actually change from this.
Question yourself, before you question others.
Use the common questions and,
You will understand what I mean.
Follow the word of the God,
Follow the will of your Parents,
Lead a good life along your partner,
And succeed together with your friends.
May this guidance be something one day.
posted at 2:26 AM
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
Here's the thing. I went to help a friend to hang ads for the election to promote DAP. So, we went to Karpal Singh's house that time. Got our job split and there we go. Dal, Eugene and me went to Datuk Keramat while Jindhu went to Bukit Gelugor/Air Itam (I think he got left out). Going to Datuk Keramat was quite a mistake since we have to climb up trees. As much I like to climb, the ladder ain't at all stable.
After hours of work (it was like 2 and a half actually), we head back. Damn, Dal had to go back early and Eugene later had to pick up Dal so he can sneak out from the house. Leaving me alone, I had to climb the trees and I was freaking hungry. We head back to the house and Dal came along with Eugene. 2 bikes. Eugene alone. Dal and me 1 bike. I rode the bike. Dal was already scared with Eugene so he chose me. Instead, he panic most of the time and keep pushing me in front. At the York Street, a road where I never fell or miss turning, I crashed.
Right before the turning, Dal pushed me in front. I tried to turn aka, corner. As soon as I cornered and my leg touched the ground, I knew I will miss the turn. Breaking was too late so instead of sliding (which can cause leg injuries and more brutal injuries), I chose to ram into the divider hoping that we use it as a bumper to reduce our speed. Of course the risk was, can we balance ourself? Nope, we didn't make it. I hit the divider and Dal flew about a meter or so. Same for me. I had my arm fractured so no playing goalkeeper for awhile I guess. Dal had a scratch on his whole arm. Luckily it wasn't directly the elbow. Utterly stupid? Yeah. I forget to tell you why. It was cause I was racing with Eugene and wanted to give a little shock to Dal. I paid with a fracture.
Till then, hahahaha
posted at 4:18 PM
Monday, February 25, 2008
I figure this is something I should write down. Just in case I forgotten. DJ Raj had text me about an interview for DJ. Finally, after a long wait. I met Tash before at the night. His father is the outlet manager of the place where I'm going to work. Thing is, I got a few problem. I'm not fully mentally prepared. Excited and eager to get this job. When I think of it, I have many expectation that I will want to do. Thing is, can I last long? Once I go, I cannot turn back that easily. Morning will just be night for me while night will just be broad daylight.
Anyway, I forget to add something in the poem. It looks like no one knows who is that girl yet. Hehehe. Let them think carefully. Of course I want people to know but I figure, why not you put a little effort. I plant this poem with clues. I will create more poem soon. Till then,
posted at 7:42 PM
Saturday, February 23, 2008
It was a love at first sight that grew even more,
Something I didn't realize up till now.
I do believe in love at first sight,
The fact it expanded,
Was not a lie.
It's my own desire,
To pass this message to you,
And to you only.
I wish upon the stars,
Hoping that I can have you.
I wish upon the light,
Hoping that I can be right beside you.
The fact I couldn't,
Make things even more difficult and harder,
For both you and me.
I pray hard,
Hoping I can meet you.
I had high hopes,
Hoping I can talk to you.
I become anxious,
Hoping I can see you online.
The fact you do,
Making you truly irresistible.
You cross to my mind many times,
At once I knew it was my love to you.
You brighten my life,
And I knew you were within my limits.
You came to me just like an advise,
So I could stop my boundaries.
As a matter of fact, you are my limit.
Lastly I would have to voice out this,
I'm sorry for the ways I treated you.
I'm sorry I can't always be beside you.
I'm sorry I never tried enough.
The fact that I love you,
Is my best honesty.
The fact I wrote this poem just for you,
Is my best interest in you.
I'm ready to accept a 'no' for an answer.
But I won't stop trying until it have to end.
If it's not enough,
I will give more if you like.
Let this be our little secret,
Between you and me.
You may not know who you are,
But I think you will figure it out sooner or later.
Through this blog,
I may only write better than my sayings.
As my writing is what I'm best at.
I wish you luck and all the best.
I love you, my sweet lil angel.
As the day passes,
You are always and still my,
Sweetest Lil Angel.
posted at 5:18 AM
Friday, February 22, 2008
After that fight, we never did talk much. Narvin came alone. Got him a ticket to watch Jumper too. I pretty much like the show. Overall, one of the coolest show. I say, 9/10 cause the ending wasn't what I expected. Hopefully, there will be another sequel at least.
Movie is done and what else we got in the list? Another drinking time for us. Kumaran and Yugesa left. So, it's me, Narvin and Eugene. Oh yeah, we invited another friend, Dal. We don't have a single idea on where to chill. We can't go to the clubs since both Dal and Narvin weren't wearing proper clothing (slippers, bad t-shirt). We decided to head to Flix nearby.
Rihanna, please don't stop the music right? In Flix, please stop the music! Damn, the place is not happening. We sat outside since it was boring. The waitress, cute and pretty. Too bad she had a boyfriend. Bought a bucket of Tiger. Drank and drank. Started throwing stuff at each other too. Narvin took the ashes and put in our drink. Luckily I was smart to check my drink each time. Pity Eugene. I don't really like beer cause I somehow get high faster compared with liquor. I don't think it's the alcohol. It's the fume and gases.
After that bucket, Eugene get 2 more bottles for free since his boss is the outlet manager. That was the last straw for me and Dal. Drank 2 glass straight without stopping. All of the gases were trap and I finally, KO. Not vomit but got a bad headache or something. Can't say it's headache either cause I don't know what it feel anymore. Got home and rest for a bit. Tried to sleep at 5am but couldn't sleep for nearly 3 hours. Lying on the bed restless. I fell asleep though but only for a few hours. Until around 12, my brain punya alarm clock kacau. Cause I biasa wake up around this hours so I couldn't sleep. Went on and off until nearly 5.
Nothing interesting after that. Oh well,
posted at 2:27 AM
Thursday, February 21, 2008
Well, as the tittle said. Football wasn't great today. Miss a few shots. Anyway, let's skip to the night part.
Yesterday night, Eugene called saying he wasn't working. He invited Yugesa and Kumaran for a movie in Queensbay. I must add that I wasn't quite pleased with the arrival of Yugesa sometimes. So self-centered. Also like to bang stories a little and yes, like to make himself great by using a friend's name. For example, "I know a person that owns a shop", "Aiya, I know someone that got better offer for that phone lah", etc. I was proved correct cause I later started fighting with him.
The problem started when Eugene started teasing my sisters. I got angry and screw him up. The others didn't stop. One thing lead another, Yugesa and Kumaran started blaming me for teasing their cousin sister. They have been teasing me with my sisters long time ago and I knew his cousin sister just for a few months and only tease them just to add fire when Eugene disturb them. And I don't go saying "I know someone will get angry if I say his sister is cute". I called that not an indirect disturbance but a pretend one. I got pissed off, screw each of every of them. They each word they say from onwards, I screw them cause most of their words is trying to protect their rights. I didn't give them a single chance and asked them to forget the whole thing.
Even when they say, "Alright, I will forget about that thing", I will ask them to not even say anything but just shut up. Never once I got so mad and I tried to contained my anger. Plus, I got a stomachache that time. I left the group alone and head to the toilet. Of course, they know where I was. Later, Narvin started calling and he wanted to join us. I and Yugesa started another fight and I can say that it was Eugene's fault again.
Usually when Narvin is around, our friend Dev will be around. He is Yugesa's former best friend until they fought with each other. Kumaran has nothing to do with him but he supports Yugesa. Eugene and I are friends to Dev. Close friends if I must add. It didn't came to my mind until we were waiting at Starbucks. Here's the conversation.
Donovan : Shit. Someone will mostly be coming with Narvin (hoping that he don't say that name out)
Eugene : (Think for awhile)... Ya hor.... Dev...
Donovan : (Shit, why you say that name out!)
Yugesa : (Raise his head) Fuck. You know that I tak syok with him right. Why the hell you invite him!!?
Donovan : Where the fuck I know. I only knew after thinking about it here lah.
Kumaran : You arrr... You invited friends come alright. But you also invited their enemy?
Donovan : (The trigger of my anger....Friends and enemy) Hey fucker, you got nothing to do with Dev right, what's your problem?
Kumaran : You know that he got problem with Dev, why you invited him.
Donovan : You don't have problem with him, you sit there and shut up.
Kumaran : .....
Yugesa : Fuck you guys lah... Nah, I tear the tickets. We all go first lah... You wait for them...
Donovan : Alright, go ahead lah... Get lost...
Eugene : Hey guys, c'mon lah.... He called me lah... So you blaming me lah now?
Donovan : I don't give a fuck ok. I don't understand. Your fight was a small misunderstanding among you 2.
Kumaran : Your misunderstand? Not very big compared with them lah.
Donovan : I had problem with them involving the whole Gelugor Geng ok?
Kumaran : You lah.. Don't know how to choose your friends.
Donovan : (Another trigger) Now you calling me I don't know how to choose my friends?
Kumaran : Ya. You choose friends that will backstab you.
Donovan : Who the fuck are you to choose my own friends?? I choose my friends and they are my friends not yours. You don't have the fucking rights to tell me whether I chose the right friends or not.
Kumaran : .....
Donovan : And you. Why is it that you can't forgive Dev? He already did. It's been so long. Just forgive each other. I can't see why that cannot happen.
Yugesa : If he comes, I won't have a problem with him unless he starts a fight.
Donovan : He won't. Can I ensure you that?
Yugesa : I say if only...
Donovan : Then don't be so sarcastic. Tearing the ticket and wanting to leave.
Yugesa : ......
Eugene : Alright guys... Settle d lah.... Smile lah...
Donovan : Shut up.....
posted at 5:12 PM
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
18 February 2008
Nothing happen much during the day except football. Becoming much better. Still stares and miss the air ball but at least I can defend a little better. I wonder how am I going to practice my dribbling. Hmmm.....
Anyway, I messaged Dal at around 8 and didn't get a reply so I slept until he called (cause I didn't reply is message). Anyway, got up and it was 10 so I head to the Shell Station to meet up with Dal and Jindhu. I sort out my differences with Kevin already. After that, I head back to get my dad's bike as I thought Dal was bringing the car out. We headed to Pelita in Sungai Dua first before going to town. We went to Carmen to drink. A jug of bear. Dal ended is 51 straight days of drinking.
Carmen sells a jug, RM46. It was bored so we left and head to Soho. Ordered another jug and it's RM31. BIG DIFFERENCE! I can say that I hate drinking beer. More to a liquor person actually. I couldn't take it. Body coordination a little out but still conscious. When to 7-Eleven and bought another Carlsberg bottle. Seriously, that was the last straw for me. I have denying the drink since I finished drinking in Carmen but was forced to. Eventually, I was semi-high drunk. One of the craziest I will do is, ride the bike without any fear. That is how you can if I'm semi-drunk.
Lost Dal on the way to Netcity in Sungai Dua. So we played and played until we was about to go. I had to send Jindhu back all the way when I was half way playing. After that, I continued playing. When it's time to return home, Dave, Narvin and I went to Queensbay to chill. Not bad. Headed home and slept straight away. I was drunk anymore though.
That's all, bye.
posted at 3:30 AM
Monday, February 18, 2008
Alright, last minute stuff. This is what we always do. Frankly, I hate that and I'm not to be blamed for it. I also like to thank myself for not being too hardworking or smart enough to lead this sketch and dance. This is because I know that a few days before any event, we will actually start doing things.
I actually didn't want to go to Eng Wooi's house for the thing cause it's far, tiresome and they don't need me at all. At the end, I went but did nothing at all. I played cards all night. And I'm addicted to it until I chose to play cards then to sleep. They completed their masterpiece (sketch) and it was quite funny even if the storyline was simple. So, we headed to Cititel at around 11am.
Before heading there, we went for the infamous English Murtabak. As much as I like to critic about food, when I was introduced with Jindhu's own creation of English Murtabak, it was really nice. But when I actually ate at the place where Jindhu got his idea, I was very very unpleased. RM4 for one, not filling, not special and nothing tasty about it. Even the normal Murtabak is nicer and I'm serious about it. We reached Cititel at around 12.30pm.
Reaching there, I noticed the lift have a card reader for guest to excess certain floors. Cool. Something new for me actually. Then the ballroom was alright. Long and fancy. Some of the committee was already there. We had some conflicts of misunderstanding but hopefully it was settled after this successful dinner. In actual fact the dinner was quite boring at first cause there is no one. Added that the VIP came late some more. I ate close to nothing since I was busy. They were screw ups and somehow, we managed it. Overall, it was fun (mostly cause the girls are at their best).
I would say that up until now when I open our magazine, there it is. All the times I had fun and suffered. Many of our scouts suffered and I'm sure of that. Up till the end, it's worth wild. Those suffering will lead to craziness of anxiety to have fun. When you are hungry, all your food will taste good. Same goes here. When you are exhausted, tired, bored, every event is fun. We will make the best out of it. Only then we can see what is the meaning of this all.
Till then, this is Don, reporting out. Peace ya.
posted at 3:41 PM
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
Hahaha. I should be an author for this. Well, firstly, you mustn't be scared of the dark and those spirit thing and all, you should believe them but not fear them. That means no kicking on trees at night, seriously no going to the woods. Once you get weak, you will never get back.
Let's start off with what nightlife is. To be more detailed, it's things that can happen and will happen at night mostly (can't be more detailed anymore). Night signify the time where people rest and enjoy. Those people who work in the morning and at the end of the day, relax, chill in some pub mostly and go out somewhere. Just name it any. They are not the nightlife people. Those people are the ones operating the entertainment outlets, working from dusk to dawn. Nightlife people are also those people that doesn't work at all and party all night long. Rarely you can find those people in Malaysia.
It's because that office and whatever operates during daylight, it's hard for nightlife people to coop up. Some can survive but a lot seriously got fed up. Those who survive, will never enjoy it either. Advantage of working nightlife is a lot and the disadvantage, double it. Though people still take their chances. Short hours of working but pay equals with the normal office hours jobs.
And all of this is a glimpse of everything. There is also more in the advantage and disadvantage side and what you can face.
Till next time though,
posted at 1:07 AM
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
Here is what I have to say, doing a sketch isn't easy at all. Not only it's hard, doing a dance is harder. They usually don't have the confidence, proper script, planning and guts to say. They just can't stop laughing. I admit it was hilarious but at the end, start crying guys. Just a 5-7 minutes sketch, it took us 3 hours. And yeah, it's not yet finish!! They had to go back at the end. Our dance, they do also. I got this feeling again.
List to do now is, work, do dance and sketch, attend the dinner, get a suit and play football. Hectic plans. Work is pressuring. Dance and sketch can't be perfected. Attend the dinner also have very little mood. Getting a suit is alright if the size fits. Playing football is random cause many people are busy. What the hell am I going to do? I will need to eat and trust me, I don't the appetite or even the time to eat a decent meal with a smile. Waking up everyday always hurts my back. Damn, the year of rat. Prediction that all horse year will have bad luck. I don't believe too much but it's starting to get to me. Haix.
Oh well,
posted at 6:08 PM
Monday, February 11, 2008
What is said it's true. The horse year and the rat year people will have bad luck. Or was it some other year for the horse? Can't recall. But seriously, I'm experiencing it now.
My job in Carmen gone from bad to worst. I got send back early for taking out my handphone to look at the time. Well, that's that but they didn't want to hear what I have to say so I slam all my item (server card, pen light, name tag, bottle opener) on the counter. Ah Siang say it's my fault when he don't know what I was doing. I don't even know what happen. The one that ruled Ah Siang out was Mr Lim (Manager). Firstly he tap my back asking me to go to the old stage but there is nothing to do there. Then I shift to the other side and check the time and got scolded. Waited for Eugene for about an hour cause the cleaning took an hour or so. I was of course damn angry. Even Ah Siang didn't talk to me but instead asked me to call him. According to Eugene, I got fired. I was thinking, it was impossible cause no company can straight away fired people unless termination on the spot but my situation is merely a problem. I talked to Ah Siang and he didn't listen to me. Yes, I started doing my own principles of work and didn't listen to him. One thing is, I wasn't the only one. Still, I got blame.
The thing about here I hate is the sales. If a customer comes in, other staff will directly steal your customer in front of you. Not to mention, second drinks. Customer usually orders second drink to their regular waiter/waitress. Also, if they don't have the spirit to stay long, they won't ask another drink. Each time I failed to get a second drink, I have to hear lecture from Ah Siang. The problem is, Ah Siang asked me to come back and even given me time to think. I was thinking.
If the manager hates me, why should I work there if I know I won't last?
If the supervisor hates me, that will make a bigger problem.
If I can't make sales, I can't blame no one but the company.
If I can't reach my target, who should I blame?
If I return, I'm sure I have to agree some stupid terms and condition.
If I do that, it's like I'm begging for my job back and I'm their slaves.
If I'm begging, I must be drunk or that wasn't me.
And everyone knows that the company need people and still they want to screw their people up. Jennifer (our captain) left on Saturday. Ah Yeap also left on Saturday. I also left on Saturday. Eugene wanted to leave on Saturday. Kecil want to leave after we leave. Total of 5 people. Justin wants to leave for college study. PC wants to leave for pressure. Only person left is Kuma and Emi. 2 plus 3 bartender.
I have no regrets leaving after what happen. Haix. Bad luck. Go away.
posted at 3:56 PM
Friday, February 8, 2008
Alright, what is it to remember for this new year? Since I played DOTA whole morning, I woke up at 3pm and my whole family left to my grandmother's. I rode there myself to Pulau Tikus. There, first thing I walk in also, it's so bloody quiet. Yes, to tell everyone the truth, my cousins are kinda too modern and don't stick to the traditions. All the youngster are only a few years younger than me. Only a few are older or same age as me. That is why our thinking and point of view are more mature. That is also why all the youngster weren't there.
Only a year once could I ever meet my Chinese cousins but most of them weren't there. They will be hanging out with their friends and all. I thought I could gamble and beat them once again. Then after my "lunch", I head to one of my senior cousin Kenny. Well, we talk about stuff and he and I, have very similar point of view. His working and I'm working too but of course he is more successful. That didn't satisfy him. I wouldn't either. At least we get to talk after so long. Not to mention that he had left all the gangster stuff way behind. Even so, he is still a big potato to everyone.
After that, we played rummy for like 4 rounds. I game twice and collected RM30 and lost RM2. Then people started to say I was damn lucky or good at the game. After a while, we head for steamboat. That was really a different kind of steamboat. Really a buffet steamboat. Got fried stuff, steam, ice cream. Whatever you want.
Upon satisfying my stomach, I head back to gamble. This time, I played a new game. Lost RM30 and took out RM20 from my own pocket. Lost that also. Damn. Played at a place that will never have any disturbance. I played in the jungle! Anyway, I decided to go to Carmen but it's quite hectic there so I head to Line Clear. Jindhu called me saying he is near there. We met and Dal along went cruising around the city. To do what? Well, you don't want to know.
We head to Farlim. Dal bought a bottle for some friends so they invited him there. They use me to drink on their behave. Valentine or something like that. Consider like a party. Then I head to CGL bus stop to meet up with Eugene and played DOTA. Beat him like mad in both CS and DOTA.
Oh well, I forget things so I like to write it long and boring. Hahaha. Bye!
posted at 3:28 PM
Wednesday, February 6, 2008
Say, Valentine is coming and many people questioned me why I'm still single until no. The answer to that, is a no. Been single my whole life if I must add. Why?
Simple. My love life is very very very complicated. Not many knows what I see in a girl. Heck, even myself. One thing I must add in this is, being single is great. I have enough problem in my life and I don't wish my lover to have that burden carried along. Also, I get to spend time more in developing myself. I fear by having one, it will stop me greatly. Well, I failed twice and my whole life, loved only 3 girls. Of course they will be anonymous. The thing is, when I love someone, that would be the least expected by others. And I failed, everything falls. So I decided to stop loving. I may have been kind to girls but that's just it. No more further than that. I prefer having them as friends and people called me stupid. I ignore that and can't believe how people in this world. Why do we have to take and take and take but not give and give and give?
I know one thing for sure. I will never change for a girl. Well, I did for a few times but that's that. Love is something hard to describe but smooth and it's the best thing in my life. The fact is, that's not the only best thing. Why force yourself to love just to be happy? Just go with the flow and realize that that's love. Ain't there other things to make it the best thing in your life? If not, your either screwed or you need a hobby.
Is it nice saying "Hey, I got like 20 ex-girlfriends. Wait, maybe it was 30?"? Well, I don't do that thing and I expect stupidity from people that described that as victory. Having more and more makes you more to a failure and a loser. So what if you have a lot right? My mistake is always not trying. I don't care of that sometimes. I do regret though. Again, that's the way I are. Follow your steps and not others.
Yes, it's cool to have someone to love and love that will love you back. Of course sometimes it will backfire and everything will go wrong. I won't say that I want to be a Tomcat my whole life either. I just want a life I can control and I'm sure of it. Who doesn't? Last words to all the singles out there. Don't think that being single is bad. It's great or bad whether you want to make it or not. How bad you made it, that's the result you should expect.
Also, boyfriend is a friend that is a boy and girlfriend is a friend that is a girl. Be more precise cause I use the term lover instead.
Till then,
posted at 4:26 AM
Monday, February 4, 2008
Today's newspaper in The Star, has posted a online petition in one of the blogs involving bus crash that happen in our soil. Unpunished bus drivers are still on the loose and the enforcement units hasn't put extra effort in this. Once the accident occur would the enforcement start moving and that wouldn't last long either. As a citizen, we would want safety and we have every rights to get them. Even if our efforts are little, at least we do something about it. Anyone could be the next victim. If this is still ignored, many lives will be taken directly from us or indirectly. Give a small helping hand and put a little effort to sign this petition. It may help a lot. This is only a stepping stone to a bigger effort. Compliments to those who helped, I thank you on behave of those who is doing a bigger effort to stop this rampage.
We are people, we lead to believe.
www.buscrashnomore.blogspot.com
(If this is wrong, check The Stars on N32 Monday 4 Feb 2008 under the column "Online petition for Nian Ning)
posted at 2:24 PM
Arrr... I hate getting drunk. Making me vulnerable and do crazy things. Firstly before I went out, I played football. Can you imagine? Those people still hates me but I didn't care much. They even kicked my legs when I tackle them. This will be an event soon if they keep doing this. Of course, he kick like a puss.
Still during football, Jennifer called me when I was the goalkeeper! I rush like I never run in my life before. I thought I was late to go down cause I had this party in Tanbun and they will go fetch me. Instead, they came later than expected. Then they have to wait for the rest some more. Did I mention that I hate seafood and Tanbun is the so-called seafood paradise?
I tell you, just by looking at the food, I declared myself full. It came small and alright. Then the crabs and steam fish comes. Seriously, I don't like it. I only ate the fried frog, sweet and sour fried chicken, some shell looking seafood (not bad) and rice. Everyone on the table has it's own thing. Jennifer, will massage the crab before cracking it open (that means she have to hit a few times before succeed breaking the shell) and most of the time, it break everything and her table is dirty. Emi hit very ganas and everyone very scared of her. Pei Cheng (PC) is a crab expert, hitting only twice to crack the shell without scaring people. Justin eats the crab endlessly and I was shocked since he never finishes his food when we eat nasi kandar. Ah Siang is so focussed in his food that everything he does got procedure and seriously a clean freak (his table is totally clean! And no wonder he is our supervisor). Eugene eat a lot (but still lost to everyone) and KO the earliest so he didn't eat much of the crab and only started liking the crab. Me I didn't eat the crab cause I don't like them.
After Tanbun, PC and Emi decided to go home. The rest sat in Ah Siang's car and went for a drink. Ok, maybe not a drink. We head to AutoCity and went to Vivo or something. Instead of seeing girls dancing, we saw a guy molesting himself. Then we went Soho but was quite crowded and small. One of us was overly smart and wanted to find clubs in Bukit Mertajam. Of course we got lost and decided to go to Penang.
Alright, Sunday night. Very little people will go clubbing at this time. There was a list of places: Slippery Senoritas (SS), Flix, Mois, Chillout (which I think KO already), Uptown, Mambo, Momo, Glo and Carmen (which was a joke since it's close and we are the staff there). Well, that is what I can remember of. We decided on Uptown.
Martell VSOP. Crazy drink brandy. Won't kill you directly. Wait for 10 minutes and the effect comes. Eugene was so drunk that he started doing crazy stuff. He even went to the girl's toilet to add in the record. I wasn't as drunk as him but my body coordination memang KO already. I some more stomach ache and the toilet was used. So I had to vomit out the chicken that they bought at Uptown. Couldn't enter the stomach and I didn't realize that the chicken was spicy until I ate a lot of them.
After finishing the Martell, we head home. Since I vomited, I had a terrible headache. We didn't get to make the birthday girl drunk. She drank too little. Eugene drank the most. I second. Justin third and Jennifer fourth. Ah Siang last since he isn't a drinker and his our driver. Again I KO after 3 bottoms up. Head home and KO straight on the bed. At least I got a JD bottle. I traded Swing for JD with PC. Nice.
Enjoy.
posted at 1:45 PM
Sunday, February 3, 2008
All right. Here's the result of what I saw.
Arsenal 3 - 1 Manchester City
Manchester United 1 - 1 Tottenham
Chelsea 1 - 1 Portsmouth
Liverpool 3 - 0 Sunderland
Finally, something. Arsenal is at the top now and United drew causing their downfall. Seriously, United was damn lucky to score a goal at the last minute. Even I got pissed of with that header by Tevez. I already predicted a score of 3 - 1 for United. It's lucky that Chelsea drew but unlucky for Liverpool to win but also with that, they cannot catch up.
Alright, work is so tiring. Cause of people like this is making people like me having a job. DJ Raj had already prepared for me a contract to work for a new club. After New Year, I will have to stop Carmen. It's kinda pity but the work is too stressful.
I failed to have a chance to talk with my friend about that little incident. So many things to do and so little time. If only there is more than 24 hours a day. If only that.
posted at 4:46 AM
Saturday, February 2, 2008
This is something I should put in my blog. Something for people to be witness of if whatever happens to me. My relation with the Glugor Gang is no more.
I was really into stupid trouble when I tried to help people. Here's the thing, on the 30th of January 2008, I was with Eugene at around 4am. I waited for Eugene to finish work so we can go out for supper. Upon arriving, he already bought burgers for us so we decided to eat at the field. When reaching there, the local barber was outside with a stick and there was a motor next to him. We came closer and was wondering what happen. That's when I learn that the owner of the motor is the person that spoiled the lamp post in the field. The lamp post was already spoiled by 1 of them before and they attempt to break another 1.
There was a motorbike in the middle and 2 helmets. I recognized 1 of the helmet and the motorbike. The barber was accusing me as I finally learned it was one of my friend's helmet. Honestly, we got prove that we didn't have any part of this. He believed us of course. Even so they left their vehicle here, they are nearby. The barber went back home and wrote down the number plate. I called them from afar and asked them to quickly retrieve their motorbike. I also asked why they were there but they didn't bother me at all. They just took what is theirs and run off.
After awhile I called my friend and asked him what he was doing in a angry way. This is all pointless. I didn't know he switched people and I was screwing up a singh (I don't call him a friend). I just shut the phone off.
On the 1st of February when I was at the field, I got fucked up with the singh. I tried to explain and of course avoiding a fight. This time I can't fight as I will surely put my family in trouble. I count that a lost for me. Outnumbered and in disadvantage. Anytime they can just attack my house. He was showing big but I tried to keep as low as possible. If I ever get a fight with them, I will emerge victorious but will get into trouble after that. I actually think for once in an argument. One thing I know is, I cannot win always. I was asked to bring out a knife at all time just in case by Eugene once I told him the story. This is what you get for helping a friend. They even blame me for giving out their names. I didn't give it to him cause the barber already know who are they.
Just because 1 of my friend is in it, I had to face all of this. I couldn't get in touch with him since his handphone was available. At least I will need to settle him. If he won't listen, I will declare a 1 on 1 fight till death. Only then this thing can settle peacefully. I already know I will lose but that is what I have to deal when I mix with the wrong person. The outcome will not change no matter what happen. It's time I do this for the last time and end it. I will never do this anymore for a person.
The thing is, 4 out of 6 are a friend of mine. Stupidly, they break a lamp post and wanted more. Something that I won't forgive. What more some morons that has no life doing this.
posted at 5:25 AM
Friday, February 1, 2008
I tell you, the hardest thing you can get from me is, waking me up when I'm not suppose to wake up yet. At 10-11am (not sure), I got a call from Jindhu. Seriously, I knew something bad will happen but I had to pick up the phone. He wanted to borrow my glu gun and he asked me to send it to school. Guess what? I screwed him and put down the phone. Then he call again saying that someone will go pickup the glu gun. I waited only to realize that I'm such an idiot. I should have prepared the gun I throw it outside or something and continue my sleep. Because of waiting, I'm fully awake now. After passing the glu gun, I check my computer for a bit.
The moment I wanted to sleep, Tian Hong called me. I also predicted that I will end up doing the stupid lantern. C'mon, I have no sense of art and don't even know how to do it. I don't mind helping Tian Hong. Problem is, the lantern work is Jindhu's. At the end, they both did the lantern in my house. One thing I hate is, last minute stuff. Jindhu have so much to do. That's his problem cause high position held great responsibility. One thing is, I don't help my scouts if they don't deserve it or when they are not in trouble. I'm not the type that will say "I will settle it". I know if I say that, more work will come to me. That is why I like doing things alone cause if I do in group, the job that they give will surely involve more than a person. If I held responsible of that job and my friend don't want to help me and the job need manpower, what am I going to do?
I was asked to go to Gold Coast hotel near Shargri-La hotel aka Trader's Hotel. Well, what Tian Hong meant was Rasa Sayang owned by Shargri-La. I thought I have to go downtown but we ending up going to Batu Ferrighi. Jindhu decided not to follow. Leaving me and Tian Hong. Went all the way there, got a little critic for the lantern. Last minute work with tape. Lack of material some more. Then when to New World Park to eat. Finally, sleep. Sleep also, 2 hours or less cause had to go work earlier for Hip Hop Day. My worst day some more. Haix....
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posted at 3:08 AM
Conversation of how I get screwed by Ah Siang (my supervisor). Don't mind the grammar problem cause that is how he speaks. He speaks in Hokkien and English mix but I translated it. Whatever with the bracket is what I was thinking that time on the spot. No joke.
Ah Siang : Don, Eugene, you now working 4th week already but still do so much mistakes. What I tell you about this place? I want discipline. Eugene, tell me what is discipline.
Eugene : I don't have discipline and you ask me to tell you what it is?
Ah Siang : Ok, when working time I want everyone to stand with energy. You all boys right? Why stand like robot and very no energy and lazy want?
Donovan : (I'm sleepy.......)
Ah Siang : You all humans not robot. Robot is when people call only you do. I want you all do service by yourself.
Donovan : (Alright, we did our service. The customer actually also got face want. They ask us to ignore them and let them do everything themselves......)
Ah Siang : And one more thing.
Donovan : (Let me guess..... Company's sales......)
Ah Siang : I bring you all come working is also to make sales for company.
Donovan : (Damn... Another lecture again...)
Ah Siang : I want customer to spend and when go home, they enjoy. I don't want customer sit there with 1 coke from 9 until 3. If all also do like that, then how to make company sales? Ask a second drink. You know in Hokkien they got this phrase. Ask one time cannot, ask second, their tongue will gatai. They sure also keep asking, they will also shy.
Donovan : Ok.....
Ah Siang : And I bring you working is to enjoy or work? Friend is friend, work is working. Don't say that the permanent staff always take the customer. Don't tell me if everyday they do like that, you everyday lose then I scold you?
Donovan : (Ok....Permanent staff's target is much more higher and we pity them. Our target is more little. As in way below. If you want us to challenge them, that's impossible. They work for years and have full advantage. Of course they will snatch our customers away to archive their target also. How are we going to challenge them? They are way better than us. It's like comparing a 5 year old kid playing football with a 20 year old pro footballer. Only chance we got is luck and luck in this place, very very hard to get.
Ah Siang : Some more, I bring you two working also I need to worry. You cannot work well, you come late also I worry. You cannot work when we all cannot hit company's sales target, I must write letter telling why. I will kena scolding also.
Donovan : (Ok, here's the thing. If your bistro no customer, is that our fault? Will your manager accept the fact that the bistro is not good enough? Even so, if a customer comes to the bistro and decided to spend RM300 only and prepare to use the money to enjoy, won't the money still go to the company? Even if we didn't serve them, they still going to come out RM300 and it still goes to the company. Not through us but the company still gets only RM300. Don't tell me he bring RM300 but want to spend RM400?)
Ah Siang : You all can work but I want more performance. I teach you is not that I get extra salary ok? You benefit right?
Donovan : (I understand. You also don't want to get screwed. But full performance from us, don't always come.....)
Ah Siang : Ok, I finish this already. On the 2nd February (Saturday) you all come to the St. Joseph at 3pm sharp. We got function there. On 3rd February got anniversary dinner for Carmen's staff. You not working long but I will just bring you both so you can attend also. I will pick you from your house.
Donovan : (Should I go for this psychology trick on the 3rd?)
Oh well...
posted at 2:37 AM